Its Make To Be Better....

Once again,i'm back from penang...this time with a slightly better result then previous...but actually it should have even better then what it is now...anyway,its have been what its make for...it is no use to complaint anymore...so,come on boy...calm for the moment...self meditation...and the first thing come in to me was " blog nonsense "...Woot~* now,i'm totally don't know what i suppose to blog about...but its really tire after this working trip...but gain quite lot from mentally...i'm really looking forward on the next time when i visit the same place again...and see what result i get...well then,it has not much to be blog bout after all...i think i shall stop by here...

bye then,have a nice day =P

I Called, But Its Late....

Been through "end of the world" yesterday,2012...its was a great movie,a world disaster movie...movie which remind us to appreciate what we have now "Go Green"...it is something we know but we don't do...our people even need someone to create movie, songs to remind ourself to take care of the planet...but it show something true bout humanity with this movie..."Yuri karpov", Jackson's boss...which willing to do anything for survive...1 billion per sit on the ark...leave everyone behind without a second thought...but at last...he die trying to keep his son alive...but what if i told you that if you wanna live pay 1 billion...then will you get 1 billion within two years time ?or you will spend all your money traveling with your beloved and family ?

But most sad was...Satnam, Adrian's friend said that "the plane was never came",as the first one discover the explode of the solar flare...but then end up being the "tsunami reporter"...this what we called "humanity"...as by the Misinterpretation of the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar (Maya Calender) be ready for the incoming 21-12-21,meet you on the ark...God Bless you...haha

bye then,have a nice day =P

Help!

Darn!...once and once i look at the photograph like this...and it making me more and more addicted to photographing...it make me wanna buy a camera desperately...but yet, eventhough i own a camera...traveling is a problem to me...its confusing me that the importance of hardworking and traveling and photographing with what i'm desiring now...Oh My God!...calm me down please...and yet,my buddy involving in a accident...head hit on steering... headache, and went for checking in general hospital...but luckily he is safe...

p/s : learn to take care yourself, no matter where you are,who you are...you have to responsible to your family,and your loved one...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Get Up...

Day dream no more soldier! prepare to work...gonna work till 22th this month,hopefully can gain a good result before heading back to day off again haha...have to save up more money before my study start...trying to discipline myself,if not...i will going to mess up my own plan for study...after all,my plan has gone so well "god bless you" haha( MJ addict these day...)

Went Cameron yesterday...I realize that my desire on photographing is already unstoppable...sigh,the process of saving money for something is really suffocation...but its ok,i can handle it...Ya!bring it on babe!wahahaha...looking forward for my own photo gallery~

bye then,have a nice day =P

Let Me Go

Looking for a place where i can express my emotion without hurting anyone or anything...the thing that i'm trying to do was controlling my emotion,try to keep myself calm on any situation or anything that it have to be...the problem was i haven't master on this emotional thing yet...so,blog was my best friend for this...back to it...

I wonder what else could have make me more upset then a empty promise...when i heard those promises was like cross heart...they give me a feeling like ok, this fella...they are my friend but they will giving out a promise or a word after concerning what the word has made to be...but actually they didn't...am I too naive or what...i know the world is realistic, but they are my friend...I have not much friend but every each of them fill up my world very well...am I too special ?i giving out my every word after concerning bout is that I'm affordable or not...if not I will not giving out a promise that easy...if you're not willing to do it...just say "NO"...it help me more then trying to drag me and waste my time...eventhough its just a small matter...but even a small matter you can't complete it after you have promise...the problem was on me or you...i didn't aspect much...just say "NO" and I will say "thanks for your concerning"...its too easy to be done...but lot of people have forgotten it...ok now,I'm calm already xD so easy,haha...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Catch It Good...

Hello guys...Just come back from a war...i got a ''so so'' result,hope come out right before the last moment i gonna give up...i not sure that is a luck of a newbie or i just will giving out my 100 percent effort when i worry for the bad result from the war...or i have just let go of those chances previously? but one thing...i believe there no one made be loser,i think there no other way better then giving out the best i have...bless me...working hard is the only way right now...last week,due to transportation problem...one of my friend ask me to fetch him back right after work...let me have a chance get my on those manual focus camera...make my desire on those camera gain stronger...let put an end on this post with a picture =Dbye then,have a nice day =P

Leaving Hometown For Working

Hello,its been long time my little room been left behind,come back for clean mess...Today is the 3rd day since i left home...but though,i have wasted three days for nothing...sometimes i am so curious that is it i making the right choice...but for now there ain't so much time for me to judge bout my decision yet...so i believe atleast i could have a try 1st...Yawn* Good Night...
bye then,have a nice day =P

When The Great Thing Left...

I watched Michael Jackson Memorial replay yesterday...and felt that its really a great loss,that someone like this is leaving us...its a great achieve...2.5 billion peoples from over the world watched the same show in the same time,its must be more than that amount who missed the show...no matter they likes him or not...atleast there 2.5 billion or more peoples know about him...so for an entertainer,i think its what all entertainer's goal,to be know by everyonefrom every corner...what a glories =]
when i pass away,don't know how many person will attended my funeral,25 ? 250 ? xD
sigh,what a missed for me...can't attended his live concert already...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Bye Bye...

Today...June 26,2009 calculate In Asia Time Zone (GMT+8) around 6 AM in the morning...someone we all know were announced dead,cause of death is reported to be heart attack,Micheal Jackson...does this name sound familiar to you ?have you trying to rock your body when you listen to his music?someone we call "King Of Pop" have just leave us...he has bring us lot of great music...someone has spent most of his life time on music from five years old until the end of his life...i can do nothing more but listen to his song =) after half century of working hard...you may rest in peace now...you are not alone after all =)
bye then,have a nice day =P

Randomed Thought...

What would you do on your birthday ?date your love one ?hang out with your best friends ?have a very great birthday party for your own ?force your friend treat you to have a great dinner ?collect birthday gift from every friend of you?

reply with your answer =]
i will upload my thought on next post...

P/s this is not an IQ question...do reply with your own thought...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Hello Ipoh...

I just went back ipoh two days ago...everything back to normal again,everyone been busy around...i'm just the one who sit at home,and my whole family members are worry bout what am i doing...rest too much,stop worked and didn't plan any bout my future...like always,the first step are usually the most difficult thing to do...worry take a wrong step,and time wasted just like that...and i have sit at home for almost two weeks and spent one week in KL...there goes one month times...a few people ask me,what have you done at KL?"nothing,just like staying home as normal"that my answer for them...i'm not claim that my sister didn't spent time on being a good guild...the problem is i'm the one who ignore to have more fun at KL...they say what a waste,came KL didn't shopping...this and that...shopping ain't mean everything to me...its just i buy thing when i need to...i bought a anime cd at KL,a bug eater plant and three pair of sock...total spent i think within rm200 including LRT ticket,eat and etc...i'm not trying to save,but i'm kind of stingy to myself...so you won't see that i'm wearing lot of accessory,fashion wears...ordinary guys,collar-T,short pants,jeans with a bearbrick beg is what i wear for this whole year...but so sorry sam,cklee...didn't make up to my promise...i'm going to start my game,so my post will end here today...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Good Morning~

Good morning everyone...what a day,i didn't sleep for whole night...and few more hours later i gonna fetch my mum to bazaar...so i decide to sleep after going to the bazaar,and yet i still have nothing to do with my plan...i got no hint for my next step yet...sorry if i keep you all worry...but i think rest for the moment is still ok...i won't get lazy so easily...just went home after a talk with my friends...i don't know what is on my mind that keep me awake,i just feel a little bit tire after a long night game and talk...everyone around me is always chasing me to sleep or trying to change life style...but i'm still so enjoy my night life after all,haha...i will sleep earlier,but not now...sorry everyone...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Just Put It Down...

hello everyone...i brought you all a good/bad news...i'm gonna leave my company!cheers~actually i don't know its really is this true or not...sigh...but hopefully i got the chance to go out and learn more things...but i not really got plan for the days that is coming...study ? working ? what about both at the same time ? but the last one should need a lot of effort...but the main point is get away from this company...i doesn't really know the stress,demand for my own satisfaction is getting heavier then i thought...the things that i gain from my work,has become burden when i decided to change/stop work...flash back my old memory,when i decided to work,i just trying to escape from college/study...i don't like being control because i need something from my family,actually its not that serious matter...i be more likely to spent my own money...so i open up the newspaper,look for job,any kind just any...as long as i have the qualification ...i didn't ask my family for permission that i gonna drop my course and start work...and fate decided me to work under this company,i 1st interview and didn't get any respond for almost a week,after that i receive call from the company and ask me to start work...and when i was new boy...1st stepped into this company,i know nothing bout my job...and the work getting handy each day,and become part of my life...so far i have come these day...what i have earn is just more then money,we can't count everything in unit...something is more then word could say...any how i wish we end this peacefully...and there goes my 2 and a half years...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Happy Mother's Day...

once again...i have to work on these kind of day...what is your plan ?have you celebrate with your beloved mum？have a dinner maybe...but luckily that my sister have come back this week...so we have mother's day dinner on saturday...actually its just an ordinary dinner as usual...the different is,the different is we call its mother's day dinner,and find a reason for the family members spent time to enjoy a family talk...that all =P
but still its a busy day for me...working again...boring isn't it ? that you saw this word "working" on my paragraph again...but still i have mention it again haha...and one of my gaming partner went to KL and step into the realistic society,started to work...so left me,the gaming maniac in ipoh alone...no more gaming everyday...i doesn't really know that is a good news to me or not...but i'm sure that i have to get use to this life as soon as posible...and find another way to release my stress...=P but i think the way is just find another gaming partner i think =P,i hope that person show up as soon as posible..."long live gaming!" hehe...
its ok actually,i think he just gave me another reason to stay late when he come back to ipoh =P
good luck and all the best brother "moonlight"...
and happy mother's day!
bye then,have a nice day =P

The Day After Labour Day...

Today is my off day...so i spare some times to come back and clean my blog,since the last time i update mu blog its already quite a while ago...come back and clean mess and check is there any spider web somewhere in my blog...so long didn't come back sorry all xD

In this while...many thing pass,but nothing special,everyday the same...i can't find anything that i can post with...so there goes this few weeks...actually the main thing is,there some problem while work...a bit stress i feel...but thing i think i can solve it...so just post this to tell everyone here,i'm so fine =P

but in this few week...i realize that few of friend is blogging also...so there will be more blog that i can read so happy bout this...so i think in this coming few week my post will be less...since that i having some problem to surf net in my office place...so sorry everyone...
i think here for today...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Something That Never Change...

"i will be late a bit" this is what i have sent to my coleg this morning...i can't pull myself together even my alarm is ringing repeatedly...but at last i had successfully rejected the offer of devil,get up and bath...yesterday was just a ordinary day...the different is just one of my buddy going to leave ipoh again,after coming back for 2 days...we going for gaming as usual...and went for a late night supper and have a chat...our topic just nonstop...from east to west from sky to the deep sea...gaming,hero use,strategic,control skill,friend,attitude,economic,global warming,what life should be,what life has to be...from i finish work 10 p.m. until i reach home take bath at 6.15 a.m. we sit on the car and chat for almost 4 hours...i think this could be even longer if we wasn't work for the next day...but nevermind...atleast you bring me lot of information...thanks bro,come back more often eh...
too tire,till here then...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Keep On Going...

My post getting less and less these day...i can't figure out what to post,even i found or get some material to post...my grammar just can't satisfy my need...and freeze infront of the monitor for nothing,and last turning into a gaming addict...i though to start reading some books,to improve some writing skill and my english at the same time...but untill the day that my english has well improve...there no body will still following my blog already...but yet,the show have to go on...so,everyone please be patient...till the day come...

Watashiwa Bryan Desu
Watashi shikoto ganbaru desu =P

i'm not sure right or not,but atleast i know what it mean...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Few hours more gonna be the earth hour 2009(28 march 2009 saturday)...what will you do after work today ?if you're home,do you mind turn off the light and appliances if it is not in use between 8:30 p.m.~9:30 p.m. ?don't ask me why...i'm just one of the millions who wish to breath under the fresh air...if you thought that you're so stupid to do so,then you're wrong...read this to find out more...join us~
bye then,have a nice day =P

Gaming Addict....

This red thing...use to be one of my best buddy who accompany me get through those silent night with sound of cricket...this could be say as the most expensive thing that i have ever bought to myself...i spend money when i'm hanging out with my friends,girl friend, or while i'm working...mostly i spend on eating,not much on my own clothing/fashion...the others saving and insurance/fund plan...there not much visible expense with me...so this red thing could have be one of the most precious thing in my collections...but its really not much friends will hang out and play together...so a part of this gadget's function has forbidden...curently looking for ''Phantasy Star Portable'' but i need a english version...have fun with yours too^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

End Of A Story...

I'm here today to bring the readers of this blog a message,yesterday i attended a funeral...one of my secondary school classmate has pass away...he was involve in a car accident with his girl friend...i been told by one of my friend in a phone call,in a middle of a boring day...my phone rings,and i saw my friend name...pick up as usual...

me : Hello!(in a cheer and loud pitch)
friend : wei,did you know XXX die already?

me : huh? XXX wor(i trying to confirm,make sure this not a joke)
friend : yala...XXX la...

me : ...(stunned)
friend : wei,wei...did you hear me?(he thought that was a phone problem,suddenly silent)

me : ya,i did...the XXX our school one wor...
friend : yala...

The news came and waked me from my slumber day...its stunned me for a moment,a blank on my brain make me fail to give a proper respond to my friend on the phone call...we ain't as close as we will hang out everyday...we have separated into different social group...ya,we have meet even we have separated,we can chit-chat while...we was schoolground gangster...we ain't gangster as you know...we were a gang of student that out of control...we shout,we play,making noise in the class,fooling the teacher,skip class,truancy...lot of school memories...

Leaving of my friend bring me a message,"atleast i'm still breathing for the next moment..." still,we have a long way to go and much more to be done...appreciate the moment you had now,remember every steps that you have takes...thanks for leaving me such memories...rest in peace,brother...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Wake Up Earlier Bit,So Hard For You ?

"Knock,knock..."someone knock on my door,trying to wake me up...then,my mum was the one who open the door "wei,wake up faster lo...take me to the bazaar" she said...the time was around 8:30 a.m. i forget that i promised her yesterday night...oh man,it was so freaking too early to me...normally i wake up 9:30 a.m. while my alarm set to 9:00 a.m. (because i have the habit that lay around even i'm already awake) but today,i just sit on the bed a few minutes and pull my lazy bone together then get going to bath already...luckily i back home early yesterday (around 12 if no wrong) but not sleep early la hehe...just back early so i can hang around,watch dvd(and sleep around 3),relaxing...its just slightly better then back home after gaming la...so back to the topic...

so i wake up and bath,all set and we head to the bazaar...around 9:00 a.m. Everything went on smooth and silently,because my mother is the one who sit beside me...so i have to drive safe/slow...after awhile we reach the bazaar that not far from my new house,the distance is just far bit compare with my old house...my mum go to bazaar with bicycle before this,and now have to cross a main road before reach to the bazaar,its too dangerous...so its my job to take my mum to the bazaar with car,in case of my mum safety...

get a parking,follow my mum around...help her carry those things that she bought...like i was still kid,i use to follow my mum to the bazaar,and i stop following since hope for more time to sleep...but now,the different is...my mum go bazaar with a big boy follow behind...a lot of person will like,"wow,now have a guardian come along ?" or "you good lor,your son follow along" i'm sure that every mother will happy and proud to heard that,or having someone accompany them to bazaar...all this just need your 30~60 minutes a day...on second thought,don't you worry that your mother raiding bicycle crossing the road alone ?they don't need your everyday...once or twice a week will do...i ain't doing well on this,but i'm changing along with the time that never stop for anyone...talking too much again =D
bye then,have a nice day =P

So,I'm Back...

haha...away for quite a time already...everyone fine ?back to normal finally...know why i say so ?actually its like this...just a while after Chinese New Year...and then house warming...and my sister married...everything happened between end of january and february...and my office's pc power supply spoil already!its spend me almost one week before i can started to online as usual does...so,i waited so long before i can updated my post..

Many things has happened,but don't know start to post from where...just give me some times...anyone pass by that would like to make a friends...be kindly drop me a message...
bye then,have a nice day =P

This Is Me,What About You ?

its been few weeks after my last post...maybe is my brain have some problem,stuck...can't figure out anything to post...but on a randomize day...i started a conversation with my friend...
the conversation was like :
my friend : wei...
me : ya ?

my friend : sometime i wish i won't get old and long live...
me : for ?

my friend : you know,when people getting older and older...every part of your body will get more and more and more problem,still have to troubling people to take care of you,i worried i will be like this...
me : so you wish to be a tree ?

my friend : huh?i don't understand...
me : if you keep on living and don't know for what,any different with the tree?

my friend : but i'm human,i can do anything...
me : you won't...because everything is meaningless to you,you want anything...you just have to wait,and you have infinite of time...

my friend : but i can get what i want in return...
me : if one person work for one year and save money to pay deposit for his/her new home...if he/she only have 70 of one year ?he/she will appreciate everything she got...its important to her,part of her life...

my friend : owh...i understand what you trying to say...but what about aging ?
me : everyone have the same problem la...what you have to worried bout it ?people will only blame when they fail their life,they can't satisfy what they want...if you worried that you look old,go for surgery and buy some cosmetic lor,hehe...if you worried your sickness...cancer,aids lolz,i know its can't be cure yet...but at least you could work something out with the day you left for live...

my friend : why you so serius to day ?
me : ...(speechless)
and the rest doesn't related to the topic...

she told me that she hope she's immortal,anti aging...she told me that when human get old,will become troublesome...sickness,troubling others to take care of he/herself,and end up past away lose everything you had...but i don't think the same...and i ask her,what the different between tree and immortal ?will you still appreciate everything you got if you have infinite of times that allowed you to get back whatever you have lose?

"Life" become meaningful because its have a limited of time for you to work for whatever you wish to...its like a banker,he give you an amount of capital and a expire date,he will take back everything when the time comes,let you start your own business...no matter how much you earn,what you get is basic salary and experience only...because of insuficient time so that you would working so hard for your own archievement...some people can only achieve one or few things they hope for,in their life time,but some...very little of percentage,they achieve lot or something special/unique that not everyone have the chance to,you can't say that they are lucky,you can only say that they are working hard for their dicrection/dream...of course to me,lottery doesn't list in the category of achievement because its doesn't have a formula to control its quality and quantity...

don't you wish your life is colorful ?if yes,are you waiting for others people to fill up your life with color?if not,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ?!start to plan,or set a direction for your own...color up your life with whatever you like...no one have the right to mess it up...its all yours...if you want to be a rockstar...just buy a guitar and let it rock!who knows what will happen on the future...

sorry if you think that wasting your time to read this post,just sharing^^ or why don't you tell me what your though bout this?
bye then,have a nice day =P

What You Doing Now?

few hours will be Chinese New Year 2009,but by the time i working on this post...i was working...i going to have reunion dinner with my family...in such important day,still...i have to work...any of you have the same life like me?but actually i'm get use to it already...this just for sharing... have you get back to your family in time ?to have a dinner with'em ?if can't,maybe a call will do...don't be sad...nobody gonna blame you that spoiling the dinner...the most important is caring from the bottom of your heart...haha,talking too much =P

luckily, there ain't much customer already,so i have little while to get this post done...even its already near Chinese New Year,still busy as usual...the only different is,a little earlier finish work and going back home,and get my lazy bone on the bed and rest xD i have not much to share today...just here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year...Gong Xi Fa Cai...if you having trouble to give me ''ang pao'' e-mail me...i send you my account number lol...xD
bye then,have a nice day =P

Looking For Time Manage Mentor...

its almost time for chinese new year 2009,but i ain't go get new cloth,pants,hair cut...so it mean new year,but same old me...but luckily,last time while i day off at kl...get myself a short pants,my girlfriend bought me cloth and a shoe...but all these not the main issue of my failure time manage...

my work time is from 10 to 10 normally,so...my day time is totally working...i have my breakfast, launch,and sometimes dinner at my office...after work,most of the time i spend on gaming...and i finished 2 years times,i don't really like this kind of life...it feel like limited of time if 24 hours per day...i have within 7 hours times to sleep if i did not go for gaming...

and one week ago,i moved to my new home...and its way far bit then my old home to my working place or my gaming cyber cafe...so,i have to get up earlier then day before these...and i will arrive home even late then before...i'm like very busy,my active time per day around 17 hours,but actually is it so busy?even myself can't make it clear...but i think mostly is wasted...if i have a better time management,i think this 17 hours should be very useful,right ?i ain't sit at home watch tv or lying on the bed sleeping...i just hope that i could remember everything that i should done everyday(sigh...i have a temporary lost memory syndrome,its not what doctor say...but i did always forget things,even just turn back...and i could forget what i have said before...)if i could have done everything according to the schedule,i thing my performance could be improve,but the problem is...i don't know where to start and what to do...or is it i'm to relying on someone or somethings ?i just can't get it right...

hopefully someone good on this could have give me some opinion,just a single one...or maybe a clue...pass by and drop me a message :D
bye then,have a nice day =P

How Old Are You?

what i do so that i could changed my life? i need a new checkpoint for my life...working,friends, relationship...what could i do to make it stop following me,and find a place build'em up all over again ?but i know escape not a good ideal to solve problem...anyhow,its not the topic for today...its just a better way to lead to the topic...

do you good in imagined ?if yes,its how good of you...nowadays...people getting more and more realistic,the more you are,its harder for you to imagined... do you remember when you are still small kid...what is always on your mind ?have you always hope that you are a part of a faerie tales,a legend maybe ?but now when i stick to the realistic world...most of the thing changed...because i realize that its all just a faerie tale...when i was a kid,all these its like ''maybe its happened on a part of the world that i don't know'' its call imagine...imagine bring you hopes,and make your work turn easy...make you happier...imagine could be anything,any place,any times... today,when i trying to escape from the things that troubling me...i click on the internet again... trying to read blogs...thought to find something that i can focus on...and stop those troubling issue from spinning on my head...but i find out that what we trying to post was normally bout the thing that happened on ourselves,a problem that is under-process to be solve,or hoping someone to give opinion or help us out...i can't get loss from the tight of stress with reading these post...

but then,someone show on my mind...Hayao Miyazaki,a producer of lot of animated movie...i not showing off that i know bout this person...but what i trying to tell is,hes a person that worth to be remember,or maybe admired...why ?i envy a person who can bring out a story of their own,but mixed with some talking animal,with magic,a city that flow on the sky...their brain have whole lot of space to carry out these thing...these,we can't call it act...but maybe talent...somethings that cannot be teach...maybe how to drawing hes picture,can be teach or learned,but how a people think,mindset...how can you know ?you can't dissect his brain to check what inside...everyone have their unique way of thinking,but not all can effect others,or think of somethings that aspired you...when they tell or do something,its stun you for few second(but on a positive way)and what on your mind is ''how could he think of this''...that what i admire bout him,there many others except him,hes one from the many on my list... someone who show us a way,a colorful way of showing others what actually on your mind...but first thing to do is,try to expand our thinking...hope all these won't bring you stress,or maybe give you a clue on your next stab...

bye then,have a nice day =P