How Old Are You?

what i do so that i could changed my life? i need a new checkpoint for my life...working,friends, relationship...what could i do to make it stop following me,and find a place build'em up all over again ?but i know escape not a good ideal to solve problem...anyhow,its not the topic for today...its just a better way to lead to the topic...

do you good in imagined ?if yes,its how good of you...nowadays...people getting more and more realistic,the more you are,its harder for you to imagined... do you remember when you are still small kid...what is always on your mind ?have you always hope that you are a part of a faerie tales,a legend maybe ?but now when i stick to the realistic world...most of the thing changed...because i realize that its all just a faerie tale...when i was a kid,all these its like ''maybe its happened on a part of the world that i don't know'' its call imagine...imagine bring you hopes,and make your work turn easy...make you happier...imagine could be anything,any place,any times... today,when i trying to escape from the things that troubling me...i click on the internet again... trying to read blogs...thought to find something that i can focus on...and stop those troubling issue from spinning on my head...but i find out that what we trying to post was normally bout the thing that happened on ourselves,a problem that is under-process to be solve,or hoping someone to give opinion or help us out...i can't get loss from the tight of stress with reading these post...

but then,someone show on my mind...Hayao Miyazaki,a producer of lot of animated movie...i not showing off that i know bout this person...but what i trying to tell is,hes a person that worth to be remember,or maybe admired...why ?i envy a person who can bring out a story of their own,but mixed with some talking animal,with magic,a city that flow on the sky...their brain have whole lot of space to carry out these thing...these,we can't call it act...but maybe talent...somethings that cannot be teach...maybe how to drawing hes picture,can be teach or learned,but how a people think,mindset...how can you know ?you can't dissect his brain to check what inside...everyone have their unique way of thinking,but not all can effect others,or think of somethings that aspired you...when they tell or do something,its stun you for few second(but on a positive way)and what on your mind is ''how could he think of this''...that what i admire bout him,there many others except him,hes one from the many on my list... someone who show us a way,a colorful way of showing others what actually on your mind...but first thing to do is,try to expand our thinking...hope all these won't bring you stress,or maybe give you a clue on your next stab...

bye then,have a nice day =P