Friday, February 13, 2009

This Is Me,What About You ?

its been few weeks after my last post...maybe is my brain have some problem,stuck...can't figure out anything to post...but on a randomize day...i started a conversation with my friend...
the conversation was like :
my friend : wei...
me : ya ?

my friend : sometime i wish i won't get old and long live...
me : for ?

my friend : you know,when people getting older and older...every part of your body will get more and more and more problem,still have to troubling people to take care of you,i worried i will be like this...
me : so you wish to be a tree ?

my friend : huh?i don't understand...
me : if you keep on living and don't know for what,any different with the tree?

my friend : but i'm human,i can do anything...
me : you won't...because everything is meaningless to you,you want anything...you just have to wait,and you have infinite of time...

my friend : but i can get what i want in return...
me : if one person work for one year and save money to pay deposit for his/her new home...if he/she only have 70 of one year ?he/she will appreciate everything she got...its important to her,part of her life...

my friend : owh...i understand what you trying to say...but what about aging ?
me : everyone have the same problem la...what you have to worried bout it ?people will only blame when they fail their life,they can't satisfy what they want...if you worried that you look old,go for surgery and buy some cosmetic lor,hehe...if you worried your sickness...cancer,aids lolz,i know its can't be cure yet...but at least you could work something out with the day you left for live...

my friend : why you so serius to day ?
me : ...(speechless)
and the rest doesn't related to the topic...

she told me that she hope she's immortal,anti aging...she told me that when human get old,will become troublesome...sickness,troubling others to take care of he/herself,and end up past away lose everything you had...but i don't think the same...and i ask her,what the different between tree and immortal ?will you still appreciate everything you got if you have infinite of times that allowed you to get back whatever you have lose?


"Life" become meaningful because its have a limited of time for you to work for whatever you wish to...its like a banker,he give you an amount of capital and a expire date,he will take back everything when the time comes,let you start your own business...no matter how much you earn,what you get is basic salary and experience only...because of insuficient time so that you would working so hard for your own archievement...some people can only achieve one or few things they hope for,in their life time,but some...very little of percentage,they achieve lot or something special/unique that not everyone have the chance to,you can't say that they are lucky,you can only say that they are working hard for their dicrection/dream...of course to me,lottery doesn't list in the category of achievement because its doesn't have a formula to control its quality and quantity...

don't you wish your life is colorful ?if yes,are you waiting for others people to fill up your life with color?if not,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ?!start to plan,or set a direction for your own...color up your life with whatever you like...no one have the right to mess it up...its all yours...if you want to be a rockstar...just buy a guitar and let it rock!who knows what will happen on the future...

sorry if you think that wasting your time to read this post,just sharing^^ or why don't you tell me what your though bout this?
bye then,have a nice day =P

8 comments:

Jeffrey said...

bryan... i think yesterday u tell me that things i really not don want to face it. is just that i really don want to lent people's money. because i very scare.. this few weeks i really boring sitting in the shop. me and the boss's son nothing to say just like a ghost sitting watching drama only. this few days i feel like my brain stuck already. can not think anything. i look so down because i think i am too tired already. now i feel getting alone is a very nice things. i always can face to the sky and tell the sky what my feeling i think i will be very happy.

Before Well Grown said...

hello...as i tell you,if lent your friend or your family's money is different story with loan...loan with bank is your own money,no body gonna pay it for you...i know the feeling lent money from others,as i tell you...don't let stress blind you...time won't wait you...if you wasted he course that you have started this few months isn't it ?you will regret when next time you understand more and more...

William aka Duke said...

wah this is GOOD.. i am good at LIFE philosophies, but a bad practitioner haha.. I talk about it later.. after get into online games

William aka Duke said...

Jeffrey.. Let it not think about it.. lending money is never a solution, dont always think of lending money when things can be settled easily. NO gambling/ demanding expensive stuff in life. Its a very bad habit lending money. My mom always tells me that, Never Loan, or lend money, if wanna buy something, Pay everything at ONCE, else dont think of it. and Bryan is right, loan only from parents, or your girlfriend (but try avoid this).. but nevr make a habit in life.


To Bryan: Wah, i never know you are so understanding one.. wah if i am sad i will sure sure ask your suggestion. Or perhaps I not that understanding in you yet hehe (oh I will write a new chapter about LIFE to talk about it)

Jeffrey said...

bryan hope your girlfriend will love your flowers. understand a bit your girlfriend feeling. she need your care and love. try to give the best to her. last time i did not give the best things to my girlfriend and she treat me like that. i think u know my story already right? i don't want my brother have the same story like me. Happy Valentines BROTHER!

William aka Duke said...

Yerr.. sounds like BRYAN no caring heart .. But Chocolate and flowers and a bear bear hehe ^^ give her a big kiss.. sure will be great.. If I have someone sure will do it.. cuz I am very caring person.. wah, many ask me if I have any girlfriend or not .. haha.. means I had a good personalities.. not many knows it. while in Bryan case, it sounds like he need being cared and taken care of.. hehe ^^ so COLD..~~ or ask her marry you hehe ^^ sure good idea.. ever think of it??

William aka Duke said...

Bryan go HoneyMoon?? hehe Valentines sure go to Island area.. hehe right?

Catherine Tan said...

lolzz jeffrey..
i do loves his bouquet of flower..
may happiness follow u alwayz~~
XDXD