New Year...

once again,i countdown infront of the monitor...christmas,new year...i'm not complaining any,i feel nothing wrong with the way i countdown my new year...the day after christmas...my friends knows that i have passed my lonely christmas night at cyber cafe...so one of my friends have asked me out for gaming on the new year countdown night,and i agree with it,promise will be there...they know that i don't like to go other places other than this...i can't stand those clouded places,everyone pull and pushing each others,i know i will have a difficult on those situation...i rather stay on the cyber cafe...click click on the monitor...gaming with my friend or even just myself with LAN gaming players...

i reach there around 11 o'clock....and it full,my friends arrive early then me...so they get a pc for their own...but there only one more pc around my friend...i get it for my girlfriend,so that she won't need to standing and wait...and i wait till around 30 minutes before countdown started...a few person they go and pay...head to club house,and join their friend for countdown event,so that how i get pc for my own and just right behind my friends,but the problem is,they come back right after the countdown finish,but what the meaning of this ?go there''5.4.3.2.1,wuhu~Happy New Year~'' and then head back to the place before...can you get the picture? xD

and before this...something happened...not that good for this kind of big day...but nevermind...i will post it when one day i learned to ''let it be''...so sorry i not sharing this for now...but be patient,one day,there will be one day i'll share this to you...haha =P

today was a day that totally tire...after non stop of gaming since few month ago...until today...finish work and rush to cyber cafe...as i have made a promise to them day before this...i never though that it will be tire like this...but nevermind...because i have get use to the day that not enough sleep...normally i sleep for 5~6 hours a day...sometime 4~5 if i get back home too ''early'' =P...eventhought i'm tire...but still i have to made up to my promise...so i end up back home in a half dead condition...i'm not blame anyone or anything...just i miscalculate,haha...

but i think i will have a better way to countdown my new year or maybe others event/day...
Best Wishes For You All On The Incoming Year~
bye then,have a nice day =P

Hello Christmas...

3 more minutes gonna be Christmas,but i'm still sitting infront of the monitor,posting...all my friends is celebrating,waiting countdown...but to me...Christmas is still same to me like ordinary day...but still i not complain any,just my friends won't ask me out for clubbing or such thing like this...maybe its because when i started to join them in a quite dumb look,short hair not over ear...and even skip school still bring along a big beg full of book...can you get the picture ?just one word,dumb...so until now,lot of my friends still treat me the same,but just a bit slightly changed...

but it doesn't matter how they treat me...but those life maybe is not my kind,if you asked me to stay overnight for gaming,there a chance i say yes(i think its over 70% is yes if tomorrow have nothing to do),if you asked me out to clubbing(i think its less than 30% I'll say yes) that me...

but maybe few year later my Christmas wi ll me lot more interesting,i think atleast more then just gaming and countdown infront of the monitor =P,if your reading this post...try ask me out on next year,making new friends =)

but still...wish you a merry Christmas...no present,pure wish...lol
bye then,have a nice day =P

Stucked...

another day of wondering...i'm almost a living dead after a few week of gaming spree...my sleep time left only4~5 hours after my work and gaming...i think i have reach to the maximum...i feel tire because of some failure time management...there is too many of my plan is on hold because limited of time...and its the end of semester break...my new partner has to continue their study,its me again,who worked alone...partners come and goes,searching for someone to replace me...so that i can ran away...learn new things,meet new people and face different challenge...

i'm not complaining,life should be like this...i'm just a newbie intraining,not to proud,not to act mature...just someone who lose without guidance in a while...some comment theory is always on my mind...but ''thinking'' ''planing'' and ''act'' is different in realistic ,i'm lazy guy...challenge,we should have solve the problem,improve ourselves...i know that,but went its really happen...its different story,if the same problem showed...its not a challenge anymore...if failure,missed another chances...the more we solve,the problems will not be the same anymore...its become part of your life...i know that,but i did trying to escape sometimes...when will i overcome this weakness,''lazy''?...i think my life will change when one day i overcome this...

anyone who good in time managing ?i hope that i need no machine to help me on that...anyone?
leave your comment,i be glad to be your friend...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Rod + Fishing line...

a day of wondering again...what on my mind was my another favorite thing to do except playing games,fishing...but for now,i can't go anywhere for this yet...what i be able to do is just fresh back my old memory when i was still kid...normally i follow my dad out to fishing,and that the only thing i can do and i like to do so...would you ran into some jungle,riverbank,or freshwater lake,sit there whole day and the spider,ants or some insect you don't even know its name is surrounding you?i would...what i know i was a kid who can't wait until Sunday,and follow my dad out for breakfast with family and went back home take all the equipment and get on the car...and still have to wait for an hours until we arrive to the suitable place for fishing...

i wasn't that active kid at home...not much talking with family members,so fishing was the last thing i get connected with my dad...i won't care if what place is that,sometimes we pass by a place weird smell,sometimes mud place..the environment won't be any distraction to me...what on my mind is only the catch of that day...what i remember is,i always get scolded by my dad because of too excited,i can sit and wait right under the sun without hat or any sun block,even raining,try get as close as i can to the water,so that i can get a good cast...make my pants dirty,sun burn after the fishing day,sick or flu....haha...miss that kind of day...you won't believe that i am a fisherman right now if you see me...the different between a person who like sun shower and a person who won't get him/herself exploit under the sun...

many of you would be curious...how fun could it be ?are you mad ? go under the sun whole day ? nothing else to do other then this ? worm ? yucks....omg,you go to that dirty place?all these i heard all this years, haha...i think you all will be understand when you try the fight with the fish,if a normal size you won't understand...if a extraordinary one?even once...you won't forget the feeling...that what keep me thinking of it all this year,from small boy until i work...

Alfred C. Glassell Jr, petroleum industry pioneer,philanthropist, world-class fisherman and member of the IGFA Board of Trustees, died October 29, 2008 after an extended illness. He was 95.
August 4, 1953 Alfred Glassell’s landed 1,560 pound black marlin is the IGFA All-Tackle record for the species, and it remains the ultimate measure of the sport for every serious marlin fisherman

can you imagine that a man stand with his barefoot and landed a huge fish almost eight times weight of himself ?with just a single fishing rod,i should remain you that a living fish the black marlin,the fish that everyone know its swim the most fast in the sea,when the fish rush it won't be simply 1560 pound that simple...

there i a have a dream,go around the world...have a fishing trip,i don't know rather its can come true or not...but its in my mind right now,i'm working hard for that...if you a fisherman that reading this blog,mind to share some of your experience or picture ? =P i be glad to see that...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Under Construction...

since that my office desktop having some problem,so that i can't do anything...simply click on the internet,reading blogs,watch posting...after watched some video posting,there a lot person they posting their self recording bout their talent,guitar and some photography...i could have suddenly stunt and stare at the monitor by the pictures...what happened ?actually the true is not being inspired by them...but disappointed by myself,after this few year since secondary school,i started to know more bout ''Life''...life should be colorful,everyday faced different challenge...but my life seems to be really ''Blank'',empty...

there something on my mind,like wanted to do something...i think i mean bout my own career...maybe something big,special or we call that achievement...i need no any extra cabinet for my trophies or any award,there no achievement or not much special for me to think of,empty on the past...but when i realize i trapped inside my working life already...a full time working life...i thought to change my life,i thought to colored up every pieces of my own ''life puzzle''...even just thinking of changes already need lot of effort...do not speak of plan...i could have faint when i thinking of my installment without income...but actually its not that hard as i say,haha...=P i think i could have made it if i get a good time management...but still,have to wait for next year before i could have followed what i have plan...Zzz,suffering by the time...wish i could find something,anything to do so that i won't wasted the time i waiting for next year...

which that someone drop by and give me some suggestion...can you?
feel free to drop me any comment...^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

Scorpions - Under The Same Sun

Close your eye and listen...

I saw the morning
It was shattered by a gun
Heard a scream, saw him fall, no one cried
I saw a mother
She was praying for her son
Bring him back, let him live, don't let him die

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we get it right

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

I saw the evening
Fading shadows one by one
We watch the lamb, lay down to the sacrifice
I saw the children
The children of the sun
How they wept, how they bled, how they died

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we stop the fight

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

Sometimes I think I'm going mad
We're loosing all we had and no one seems to care
But in my heart it doesn't change
We've got to rearrange and bring our world some love

And does it really matter
If there's a heaven up above
We sure could use some love

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one
'cause we all live under the same sky
We all look up at the same stars
Then why, tell me why can't we live as one.
bye then,have a nice day =P

Day Off Part 3

5/11/08(Wednesday)since that my family have back to ipoh,so that i continue with my plan...actually there no any plans...i just simply pickup thing and off for a holiday...just hope to escape from my working life...my 2nd sister who have the responsible of taking care off me,since that she is the only one of my family members who did not going back ipoh...wake me up,buy breakfast,and get a railway map...she thought i will get lost in the middle of kl...

after the breakfast(i think so,because its already afternoon)my 2nd sister is rushing to work,so she sent me to the LRT station before she going to work...after thousand times of remaining,my sister have success inserting the map into my brain...from cempaka to hang tuah...and i walked to the first destination,lawyat shopping complex...this shopping mall were almost complete with electronic tools,handphone,notebook,printer,computer spare part...i start from the top,and started my journey...windows shopping,haha xP...because i not a wealthy man...but then,the funniest thing is,when i checked my wallet...left less then rm300 in it...oh gosh,luckily my sister show me the way to the ATM in message,if not i'm gonna be windows shopping for the whole day,phew...but i did not buy many things anyway...i have to thanks my psp in the whole journey...its really provide me a better environment to shopping alone...its battery really last much more longer when being a music player than a video gameplay tools...i walked from top to bottom,every floor,every corner...even some place,walked repeatedly...at lawyat,i buy a handsfree for my psp,notebook fan for my girlfriends,pendrive,card reader...i think thats all,lol...

and the next destination,sungai wang...since its close,within 500 meters of distance between both shopping complex...its same,i go to the top floor,and start to walked,headed to the bottom...slowly,checked everything...all the shop,find some equipment for my psp,pants...that all i have buy,i'm not a good shopper,but the feel that buy things follow your own opinion is not same,and without time schedule,i walk till whenever i like...its really feel of ''empty''...mean its ain't limitation on time,places and 2nd or 3rd person issue...all by myself...and i have a tiepanyaki launch on sungai wang,(i think most of the people will know which place i mean)...i think i done my shopping around 6 or 7 o'clock...and totally above 10 thousand stabs i have walked...and its end of my this shopping journey...my leg is almost out of control,at that time...i walked back to the LRT...wait,and have a rest on the train...and again walked back my sister house...its really tire on physically...you know why i say its physically ?because i have a second part for today...when i reach home...my sister boyfriend have finished work around that time...i wait at home for while and he reach,and take me out for a dinner...at a mamak,a nasi lemak ayam...and i asked him to send me to wangsa maju,where few of my friends live there...

one working at kl who live there,and the others was student...and we when out to meet,drink,chit chat and gaming haha xP...firstly when i reach,the others hasn't home...so the working one,sam come to take back to his apartment...have a chat bout his life there,his housemate,and show me bout his guitarist skill...me and him were very close,we called it ''brother''...we share everything...i mean experiences...normally i do the listen,and he do the talk...after a while...my friends have reach home,called us out...so we stoped at there...went out and meet with our friends,have a drink...we go to the nearby mamak...sit down chit chat,and they taking their dinner,the place was full with teenagers,most of them is student(i think so)...around 30~45 minutes,we finish eat,chat....and we head to the nearest cybercafe,V2...this is the place where they always gaming...this place kind of nice,its have two mouse per pc,professional isn't it ?xP...
one is normal mouse,and one more is gaming mouse smooth and faster,and have the back,forward button on it,and every pc have a pair of altec lansing speaker with a subwoofer...so far i have going to many cybercafe(maybe not all)...haven't see one that using this kind of quality features...really enjoyed the time that gaming under such features...but times pass fast,because normally one game cost around one hour...after few game,its already time to back home...and i stay overnight at sam's place...when reach his home...we started our topic again...we could have non stop chatting until both of us fall asleep...and that i called a day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Day Off Part 2

4/11/2008(Tuesday),the second day since i arrived kl...me and my parent stay at my sister house,they seems like lot of plan...they awake at first and going out for breakfast,but they fail to wake me up by trying call me with phone...i successfully ignore all the phone call and get a big well sleep at last...until they come back and been forced to wake up...an innocent guy have to leave his bed,what a disaster....by the time i done,already 12 o'clock,and with the ultra speed of K.L traffic,we reach at sunway pyramid by around 1 o'clock...Zzz...actually i already hungry after i awake until i reach there....

Then my sister bring us to a restaurant name Long De Chuan Ren(龙的传人) at there we ordered a shanghai famous food,named siu long pao(小笼包)and others one...but did not take any pictures...so can't show you all...and then we walk around the shopping mall trying to get a new formal wears for my dad on my 2nd sister wedding party(my dad can't wait for it)...this was not my day...i just went out with my family,and have a walk...accompany my parent looking for their new shirt and giving some opinion...

when we finish shopping the time around 5 o'clock if no wrong...we heading back home and have a bath,and prepare for our main mission that we coming kl,?Family Photo Shooting...we did not eat any dinner and meet up with my 2nd sister,she already snapping for whole day did not eat any...when we reach there i saw my 2nd sister and her future husband on a wedding dress and makeup totally different from before...and we all prepare and change our wears,all changed into a formal looks after change...wait my 2nd sister finish before us,and start to snap our Family Photo...we never capture picture like this before...haha...maybe you could try sometimes,its fun...i will upload the photo and share those picture when i get it...

when we finish,we head back...and rush for our dinner...before my 2nd sister fainted(she just drink for whole day,to prevent void her makeup haha...)we have a Bak Kut Teh(肉骨茶）for dinner and i have a extra porridge...to satisfy my great appetite...my parent,big sister and my elder brother went back ipoh after this,so in no delay...we went back and only me left at kl with my 2nd sister and her future husband...that all for this day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

(to be continue...)

Day Off Part 1

by the time i writing this blog...i was playing game in a cybercafe located at section 2,named wangsa maju V2...i having my last day on kl today...but now is 2 o'clock in the morning...i playing game with 4 of my friends,while we having a break because waiting for player to join our game...and everybody was doing their own thing...i staring at the screen and reading someone else blog...i thinking of adding something for my own...because i only have 5 post so far...

thing that happen on this trip not much...but i decide to going without anyone accompany...i was just trying to escape from my prisoner life and experience some adventure on my own =P...this was the first time i raid LRT on my own...i travel between the buildings and walked the whole shopping complex on my own...and buying cloth without and opinion from the person beside me...

3/11/2008(Monday)this day 1 was rushing to catch up with the 6.30 p.m.bus to kl...this day i work alone,cause i going to have a one week off...so i have to let my partner off day before me...my boss promise to let me back before 5.30 p.m. but he lated...forced me to drive back home madly...but when i made it back to my home already 6 o'clock...lucky i have already finish packed my beg...so i just need to call the taxi and go bath...when finish bath,perfect...the taxi reach,my calculate was right!haha...but the most wrong thing i have done was...i lefted my 4gb memory card at my office!that mean no game on my psp this trip!with only 1gb memory card that filled with songs...but nvm...there is no necessary to play my psp game while i was traveling isn't it?but psp working even better with songs inside...because i could listen to music while i taking my nap inside the bus,i never expected my psp could use like this,haha...

i eventually awake,i feeling the bus swing swing abit and bounce bounce like the roller coaster...and looking outside the windows...feel like a dream...because i never plan to have this trip...but then i was raiding on the bus going to kl...but sit on the bus for 2 and a half hour i think,when i reach kl by the time around 10.20 p.m. and my 2nd sister's boyfriend already waiting for me at the bus station for quite a time...and he pick me up and we heading to place named''老媽子''steamboat restaurant,taked us almost hour to get to the restaurant,as soon as we reach the restaurant...my parent,two sisters my brother and my elder sister's boyfriend already there waiting for us to having our steamboat supper...but i forget to take picture,so don't have anything to upload for this steamboat restaurant,sorry...as soon as we finished,head back to my sister home...we gonna stay over at my sister home,located at cempaka...we back home with two cars,my parent back first and i followed my elder sister car...she going back to her working place to meet a little boy patient who gonna leave their hospital and head back to their hometown...so i accompany her to meet the patient...and back to their home,and have a good rest after that...what a rushing day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

(to be continue...)

Story of Bob

2/11/2008(Tuesday) was my buddy,Bob's wedding...i was excited to receive wedding invitation under my own name...because at my age,there should be not much of my friend is getting married or something like celebration...this is the second time i been invited to a wedding ceremony...this time should be different bit,because Bob was my working partner...we started to work together 1 year ago...its not a long time...but at least we meet almost everyday...i go to the ceremony with my girlfriend,at the beginning of the ceremony...i feels like,damn it...i was thinking that we was like NIP ''Not Important Person''...sitting there and only can chat with the people at the same table...because we do not know the other except the person in the same table!he only come to our table for once at the whole ceremony,and forced me to drink whiskey,yaiks...like get invited because of the ''procedure'',because we work together that all! but at the end of the ceremony,unexpectedly Bob come to our table in a half faint conditions after drink with all the guest on the ceremony...he come and shout''Bryan!Come...you come!''i was shocked...thought he gonna catch me and forced me to drink those whiskey again...but he didn't....he come and give me big hug...and say''Thanks for coming bro''the words let me feels that i am not NIP...i was a buddy to him...really grad to heard that...i am sure he is on the list when i get married...Be waiting,Bob!Best Wished for you and your wife...
there the story today,a Love Story...

bye then,have a nice day =P

New Arrival!

16th 0ctober 2008,Sony PlayStation have release their new product...the new psp,PSP3000...even thought its have the same width,depth, height,weight and even similar battery...but there a few features have been added in to the new psp3000...

As you can see from the picture above,grabbed from Gaming Bits =P...they changed its design a little...its look more rounded,and a slight recess in the middle of the button,picture 1 from the leftand the L1 R1 button have slightly higher then the psp2000,that let you easier to press and feel more comfortable...and the UMD cover at the back of the psp3000 have a bit change from the decorate design...the ring get slimmer,its dose not have any function...but on my thought...its good,because the ring of my psp2000 is too big to get scratched,sad....

For me,i have a psp2000...there always a problem when i playing under sun light while waiting at outdoor...its hard to see the screen,its dark...for the new psp3000 they have already improved to an antireflective screen, which enables users to see the screen more clearly in well-lit places, even when used outdoors, the screen improvements don't stop at the antireflective screen. Sony has apparently also doubled the response time, improved the contrast ratio, and bumped up the color gamut.

the changes from the screen to design may considered as upgrade...but here really an add on for psp3000,they added a microphone for psp3000...its a great new for those who using skype on psp2000 or psp1000...i read it from the forum,there some ''pspers'' bought this new product already say that its can pick up the voice very clear with no necessary to put near,sound great =P...and its has a better cable connection this time...because the psp3000 can connect with your pc even if you were playing game...and you can now enjoy your game on a regular TV using a composite cable,its let you to enjoy your gameplay if you are around home,or share thing with your friends =P,anything else just as before...as you could see from above...there maybe some problem occur on the new psp3000...it show scanlines on sudden scenes...there some explanations here. i think that is no need to upgrade to psp3000 if you aleardy owned one,if not you can get a hand on it now =P...bye then,have a nice day =P

Scorpions - Wind of Change

does this familiar to you?

I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change

The world is closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close, like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

The wind of change
Blows straight into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring the freedom bell
For peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

bye then,have a nice day =P

Learning..

After my yesterday post...i struggle again,with my english should i continue build up my blog ?will there a single click on my blog a day ?should i read a few novel or read lot more blog before i wanted to start my own blog ?or just started it and being myself ?and the real problem i facing now...with the primary standard english and the life like a prisoner,i have no idea how to continue my blog...

Still when you finish read the paragraph above...you will now having trouble,how could a person like this dare to build their own blog or maybe you will see an inactive blogger,that only post something every few month or something...but thought...you reading if now lol =P

I have no idea where this picture come from i receive this picture from a friend of mine in a mail,but thought its kind bit meaning to me...its describe the emotions of the human,just one step aside...bye then,have a nice day =P

Simple StartUp

Just finish struggle bout what should i type on my first posting,and the truth is giving up...mean don't want to make thing special,because i'm yet still an ordinary people who live in the small city and trying hard to get a better life for myself...

After finish reading my friend's blog...thought to start up a blog for my own,maybe my life could be bored...but i think there maybe some thing i could post to be share,and maybe there some side effect like improve my english or something lol...and there you go,the 1st posting...the blog is still under construct...bye then,have a nice day =P