New Year...

once again,i countdown infront of the monitor...christmas,new year...i'm not complaining any,i feel nothing wrong with the way i countdown my new year...the day after christmas...my friends knows that i have passed my lonely christmas night at cyber cafe...so one of my friends have asked me out for gaming on the new year countdown night,and i agree with it,promise will be there...they know that i don't like to go other places other than this...i can't stand those clouded places,everyone pull and pushing each others,i know i will have a difficult on those situation...i rather stay on the cyber cafe...click click on the monitor...gaming with my friend or even just myself with LAN gaming players...

i reach there around 11 o'clock....and it full,my friends arrive early then me...so they get a pc for their own...but there only one more pc around my friend...i get it for my girlfriend,so that she won't need to standing and wait...and i wait till around 30 minutes before countdown started...a few person they go and pay...head to club house,and join their friend for countdown event,so that how i get pc for my own and just right behind my friends,but the problem is,they come back right after the countdown finish,but what the meaning of this ?go there''5.4.3.2.1,wuhu~Happy New Year~'' and then head back to the place before...can you get the picture? xD

and before this...something happened...not that good for this kind of big day...but nevermind...i will post it when one day i learned to ''let it be''...so sorry i not sharing this for now...but be patient,one day,there will be one day i'll share this to you...haha =P

today was a day that totally tire...after non stop of gaming since few month ago...until today...finish work and rush to cyber cafe...as i have made a promise to them day before this...i never though that it will be tire like this...but nevermind...because i have get use to the day that not enough sleep...normally i sleep for 5~6 hours a day...sometime 4~5 if i get back home too ''early'' =P...eventhought i'm tire...but still i have to made up to my promise...so i end up back home in a half dead condition...i'm not blame anyone or anything...just i miscalculate,haha...

but i think i will have a better way to countdown my new year or maybe others event/day...
Best Wishes For You All On The Incoming Year~
bye then,have a nice day =P

Hello Christmas...

3 more minutes gonna be Christmas,but i'm still sitting infront of the monitor,posting...all my friends is celebrating,waiting countdown...but to me...Christmas is still same to me like ordinary day...but still i not complain any,just my friends won't ask me out for clubbing or such thing like this...maybe its because when i started to join them in a quite dumb look,short hair not over ear...and even skip school still bring along a big beg full of book...can you get the picture ?just one word,dumb...so until now,lot of my friends still treat me the same,but just a bit slightly changed...

but it doesn't matter how they treat me...but those life maybe is not my kind,if you asked me to stay overnight for gaming,there a chance i say yes(i think its over 70% is yes if tomorrow have nothing to do),if you asked me out to clubbing(i think its less than 30% I'll say yes) that me...

but maybe few year later my Christmas wi ll me lot more interesting,i think atleast more then just gaming and countdown infront of the monitor =P,if your reading this post...try ask me out on next year,making new friends =)

but still...wish you a merry Christmas...no present,pure wish...lol
bye then,have a nice day =P

Stucked...

another day of wondering...i'm almost a living dead after a few week of gaming spree...my sleep time left only4~5 hours after my work and gaming...i think i have reach to the maximum...i feel tire because of some failure time management...there is too many of my plan is on hold because limited of time...and its the end of semester break...my new partner has to continue their study,its me again,who worked alone...partners come and goes,searching for someone to replace me...so that i can ran away...learn new things,meet new people and face different challenge...

i'm not complaining,life should be like this...i'm just a newbie intraining,not to proud,not to act mature...just someone who lose without guidance in a while...some comment theory is always on my mind...but ''thinking'' ''planing'' and ''act'' is different in realistic ,i'm lazy guy...challenge,we should have solve the problem,improve ourselves...i know that,but went its really happen...its different story,if the same problem showed...its not a challenge anymore...if failure,missed another chances...the more we solve,the problems will not be the same anymore...its become part of your life...i know that,but i did trying to escape sometimes...when will i overcome this weakness,''lazy''?...i think my life will change when one day i overcome this...

anyone who good in time managing ?i hope that i need no machine to help me on that...anyone?
leave your comment,i be glad to be your friend...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Rod + Fishing line...

a day of wondering again...what on my mind was my another favorite thing to do except playing games,fishing...but for now,i can't go anywhere for this yet...what i be able to do is just fresh back my old memory when i was still kid...normally i follow my dad out to fishing,and that the only thing i can do and i like to do so...would you ran into some jungle,riverbank,or freshwater lake,sit there whole day and the spider,ants or some insect you don't even know its name is surrounding you?i would...what i know i was a kid who can't wait until Sunday,and follow my dad out for breakfast with family and went back home take all the equipment and get on the car...and still have to wait for an hours until we arrive to the suitable place for fishing...

i wasn't that active kid at home...not much talking with family members,so fishing was the last thing i get connected with my dad...i won't care if what place is that,sometimes we pass by a place weird smell,sometimes mud place..the environment won't be any distraction to me...what on my mind is only the catch of that day...what i remember is,i always get scolded by my dad because of too excited,i can sit and wait right under the sun without hat or any sun block,even raining,try get as close as i can to the water,so that i can get a good cast...make my pants dirty,sun burn after the fishing day,sick or flu....haha...miss that kind of day...you won't believe that i am a fisherman right now if you see me...the different between a person who like sun shower and a person who won't get him/herself exploit under the sun...

many of you would be curious...how fun could it be ?are you mad ? go under the sun whole day ? nothing else to do other then this ? worm ? yucks....omg,you go to that dirty place?all these i heard all this years, haha...i think you all will be understand when you try the fight with the fish,if a normal size you won't understand...if a extraordinary one?even once...you won't forget the feeling...that what keep me thinking of it all this year,from small boy until i work...

Alfred C. Glassell Jr, petroleum industry pioneer,philanthropist, world-class fisherman and member of the IGFA Board of Trustees, died October 29, 2008 after an extended illness. He was 95.
August 4, 1953 Alfred Glassell’s landed 1,560 pound black marlin is the IGFA All-Tackle record for the species, and it remains the ultimate measure of the sport for every serious marlin fisherman

can you imagine that a man stand with his barefoot and landed a huge fish almost eight times weight of himself ?with just a single fishing rod,i should remain you that a living fish the black marlin,the fish that everyone know its swim the most fast in the sea,when the fish rush it won't be simply 1560 pound that simple...

there i a have a dream,go around the world...have a fishing trip,i don't know rather its can come true or not...but its in my mind right now,i'm working hard for that...if you a fisherman that reading this blog,mind to share some of your experience or picture ? =P i be glad to see that...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Under Construction...

since that my office desktop having some problem,so that i can't do anything...simply click on the internet,reading blogs,watch posting...after watched some video posting,there a lot person they posting their self recording bout their talent,guitar and some photography...i could have suddenly stunt and stare at the monitor by the pictures...what happened ?actually the true is not being inspired by them...but disappointed by myself,after this few year since secondary school,i started to know more bout ''Life''...life should be colorful,everyday faced different challenge...but my life seems to be really ''Blank'',empty...

there something on my mind,like wanted to do something...i think i mean bout my own career...maybe something big,special or we call that achievement...i need no any extra cabinet for my trophies or any award,there no achievement or not much special for me to think of,empty on the past...but when i realize i trapped inside my working life already...a full time working life...i thought to change my life,i thought to colored up every pieces of my own ''life puzzle''...even just thinking of changes already need lot of effort...do not speak of plan...i could have faint when i thinking of my installment without income...but actually its not that hard as i say,haha...=P i think i could have made it if i get a good time management...but still,have to wait for next year before i could have followed what i have plan...Zzz,suffering by the time...wish i could find something,anything to do so that i won't wasted the time i waiting for next year...

which that someone drop by and give me some suggestion...can you?
feel free to drop me any comment...^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

Scorpions - Under The Same Sun

Close your eye and listen...

I saw the morning
It was shattered by a gun
Heard a scream, saw him fall, no one cried
I saw a mother
She was praying for her son
Bring him back, let him live, don't let him die

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we get it right

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

I saw the evening
Fading shadows one by one
We watch the lamb, lay down to the sacrifice
I saw the children
The children of the sun
How they wept, how they bled, how they died

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we stop the fight

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

Sometimes I think I'm going mad
We're loosing all we had and no one seems to care
But in my heart it doesn't change
We've got to rearrange and bring our world some love

And does it really matter
If there's a heaven up above
We sure could use some love

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one
'cause we all live under the same sky
We all look up at the same stars
Then why, tell me why can't we live as one.
bye then,have a nice day =P