Sunday, January 25, 2009

What You Doing Now?

few hours will be Chinese New Year 2009,but by the time i working on this post...i was working...i going to have reunion dinner with my family...in such important day,still...i have to work...any of you have the same life like me?but actually i'm get use to it already...this just for sharing... have you get back to your family in time ?to have a dinner with'em ?if can't,maybe a call will do...don't be sad...nobody gonna blame you that spoiling the dinner...the most important is caring from the bottom of your heart...haha,talking too much =P

luckily, there ain't much customer already,so i have little while to get this post done...even its already near Chinese New Year,still busy as usual...the only different is,a little earlier finish work and going back home,and get my lazy bone on the bed and rest xD
i have not much to share today...just here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year...Gong Xi Fa Cai...if you having trouble to give me ''ang pao'' e-mail me...i send you my account number lol...xD
bye then,have a nice day =P

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Looking For Time Manage Mentor...

its almost time for chinese new year 2009,but i ain't go get new cloth,pants,hair cut...so it mean new year,but same old me...but luckily,last time while i day off at kl...get myself a short pants,my girlfriend bought me cloth and a shoe...but all these not the main issue of my failure time manage...

my work time is from 10 to 10 normally,so...my day time is totally working...i have my breakfast, launch,and sometimes dinner at my office...after work,most of the time i spend on gaming...and i finished 2 years times,i don't really like this kind of life...it feel like limited of time if 24 hours per day...i have within 7 hours times to sleep if i did not go for gaming...

and one week ago,i moved to my new home...and its way far bit then my old home to my working place or my gaming cyber cafe...so,i have to get up earlier then day before these...and i will arrive home even late then before...i'm like very busy,my active time per day around 17 hours,but actually is it so busy?even myself can't make it clear...but i think mostly is wasted...if i have a better time management,i think this 17 hours should be very useful,right ?i ain't sit at home watch tv or lying on the bed sleeping...i just hope that i could remember everything that i should done everyday(sigh...i have a temporary lost memory syndrome,its not what doctor say...but i did always forget things,even just turn back...and i could forget what i have said before...)if i could have done everything according to the schedule,i thing my performance could be improve,but the problem is...i don't know where to start and what to do...or is it i'm to relying on someone or somethings ?i just can't get it right...

hopefully someone good on this could have give me some opinion,just a single one...or maybe a clue...pass by and drop me a message :D
bye then,have a nice day =P

Monday, January 19, 2009

How Old Are You?

what i do so that i could changed my life? i need a new checkpoint for my life...working,friends, relationship...what could i do to make it stop following me,and find a place build'em up all over again ?but i know escape not a good ideal to solve problem...anyhow,its not the topic for today...its just a better way to lead to the topic...

do you good in imagined ?if yes,its how good of you...nowadays...people getting more and more realistic,the more you are,its harder for you to imagined... do you remember when you are still small kid...what is always on your mind ?have you always hope that you are a part of a faerie tales,a legend maybe ?but now when i stick to the realistic world...most of the thing changed...because i realize that its all just a faerie tale...when i was a kid,all these its like ''maybe its happened on a part of the world that i don't know'' its call imagine...imagine bring you hopes,and make your work turn easy...make you happier...imagine could be anything,any place,any times... today,when i trying to escape from the things that troubling me...i click on the internet again... trying to read blogs...thought to find something that i can focus on...and stop those troubling issue from spinning on my head...but i find out that what we trying to post was normally bout the thing that happened on ourselves,a problem that is under-process to be solve,or hoping someone to give opinion or help us out...i can't get loss from the tight of stress with reading these post...

but then,someone show on my mind...Hayao Miyazaki,a producer of lot of animated movie...i not showing off that i know bout this person...but what i trying to tell is,hes a person that worth to be remember,or maybe admired...why ?i envy a person who can bring out a story of their own,but mixed with some talking animal,with magic,a city that flow on the sky...their brain have whole lot of space to carry out these thing...these,we can't call it act...but maybe talent...somethings that cannot be teach...maybe how to drawing hes picture,can be teach or learned,but how a people think,mindset...how can you know ?you can't dissect his brain to check what inside...everyone have their unique way of thinking,but not all can effect others,or think of somethings that aspired you...when they tell or do something,its stun you for few second(but on a positive way)and what on your mind is ''how could he think of this''...that what i admire bout him,there many others except him,hes one from the many on my list... someone who show us a way,a colorful way of showing others what actually on your mind...but first thing to do is,try to expand our thinking...hope all these won't bring you stress,or maybe give you a clue on your next stab...

bye then,have a nice day =P