The Answer Was, You...

A random day last week,while I was bathing...there a thought come knock on my head...

"Bury my body, do not build any monument, keep my hands outside so that the world knows the person who won the world had nothing in his hands when dying"

This is what my teacher use to pumped into my head when i was still small...

It mean we will goes in the same way we came, there will be nothing left when we die, no matter this quote is true or what...but its depends on how you think, we must have a positive thought bout this quote...or else it sound like leading us into a peaceful world where everybody end up wearing leaf, and climbing tree are the only entertainment...I think adding a speech behind it will be better...

Bury my body, do not build any monument, keep my hands outside so that the world knows the person who won the world had nothing in his hands when dying, *"do won the world before you are dying"

No matter what your religion or culture, we are the answer where we born to answer a question "finish up the essay which starting with " I " on your own word" we should embrace our dream...we can fill it up with whatever we hope to...as there is no limit of your word usage in this essay, so if you are wasting your time like me for the moment, is time to wake up with some brainstorming...find out what you which but not yet done for the moment (do think of positive) no matter how hard it make to be done...

As the quote said, we had nothing when we are dying...but if you're a person who won the world, i believe your greatness will stay with your people as how the quote has passing to me...do something great but good to the world let the people remember you, participate on this race of life!...or try to clap your hand thousands times in a minute (who knows it might happen one day) and let your name live in the book of world's record let the coming generation know bout you. Life is just once, you can think twice...but it won't happen twice.

bye then, have a nice day =P

Random Thought...

Hello fella bloggers...its really miss out the day that i can updated my blog, facebook often...from daily 12 hours till 2 days for an hours online...the same speech,thing change seriously lot, lot and lot...my working environment, friends around me come and goes...and the same goes to my knowledge and living habit...

Last week,while i randomly browsing through my friends facebook...i saw a post of a girl,she claim that the husband of her sibling answer a wrong question on their wedding dinner and she feel shame on him...when i finish read her post...i was like wtf, is she come from fairy tale or she that innocent ? The chairman of the wedding ceremony...ask her sibling's husband,how are you gonna give her happiness ? and her husband said that he will work hard to earn lot of money for her happiness...but end up the girl said that her sibling husband was nothing but a superficial guy...who wish to love one another after get rich,maybe they watch too much news,rich doesn't mean scandal...as a sibling isn't that they should have giving out the most precious bless on them ?but in return they post it out insult and discuss about them...Omg,i wish that i could enlighten her up...what a sad news, to have such a cousin...the world is so realistic, nobody gonna change because of your innocence, girl...get real...that day i posted a speech "hello,get a life for god sake..." well,my day still goes on...

Yawn~* late at the night, or morning on the fourth Anniversary of my relationship with my dearest one...both of us get through a lot...and yet we have changed together...for this coming month i believe i gonna faced another change on my career...thanks for the supporting along these years...wish that we could over come this time as usual...love you...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Bonjour~

Hi everyone...its been a month since the last post i did,schedule been so so so tight for me these moment...it already over two months of working outstation,i mean traveling here and there for working purpose...its really not that nice as imagine,i hope i can spare a little more time on my own bed seriously...today was the 1st day of my new study journey,the feeling still kind of fresh,like i'm kind of enjoy...i hope this feeling never gone...atleast stay with me until i finish my degree...

The 1st two subject i pick is kind of handy,maybe its the main fact that its make the feeling good...basic computing and internet,learning skills of university...but to continue study was the most greatest choice i have make so far...it is the only thing that everyone willing to raise their hand and agree with me,including my parent and sister brother...but yet,it just be beginning...it has a long long way to go...this was the very 1st time as a working part time student...i saw lot of people been through all these,i hope i can be one of them thought...but all these was what i wanted to be while i was working at the old company last time...but when everything came true,the feeling is totally different...nevermind,its too early to judge these...

Everyone wait for the result,as bryan san is already determined to do so...hahaha...going to butterworth this coming monday,gonna work hard for what i have committed to myself,i won't let these word only flow on the topic forever...i will hold them on the palm of my hand,anybody give me strength ?...okay,i believe it come to an end for this short post...till then,see you around...

bye then,have a nice day =P

I Called, But Its Late....

Been through "end of the world" yesterday,2012...its was a great movie,a world disaster movie...movie which remind us to appreciate what we have now "Go Green"...it is something we know but we don't do...our people even need someone to create movie, songs to remind ourself to take care of the planet...but it show something true bout humanity with this movie..."Yuri karpov", Jackson's boss...which willing to do anything for survive...1 billion per sit on the ark...leave everyone behind without a second thought...but at last...he die trying to keep his son alive...but what if i told you that if you wanna live pay 1 billion...then will you get 1 billion within two years time ?or you will spend all your money traveling with your beloved and family ?

But most sad was...Satnam, Adrian's friend said that "the plane was never came",as the first one discover the explode of the solar flare...but then end up being the "tsunami reporter"...this what we called "humanity"...as by the Misinterpretation of the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar (Maya Calender) be ready for the incoming 21-12-21,meet you on the ark...God Bless you...haha

bye then,have a nice day =P

Help!

Darn!...once and once i look at the photograph like this...and it making me more and more addicted to photographing...it make me wanna buy a camera desperately...but yet, eventhough i own a camera...traveling is a problem to me...its confusing me that the importance of hardworking and traveling and photographing with what i'm desiring now...Oh My God!...calm me down please...and yet,my buddy involving in a accident...head hit on steering... headache, and went for checking in general hospital...but luckily he is safe...

p/s : learn to take care yourself, no matter where you are,who you are...you have to responsible to your family,and your loved one...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Get Up...

Day dream no more soldier! prepare to work...gonna work till 22th this month,hopefully can gain a good result before heading back to day off again haha...have to save up more money before my study start...trying to discipline myself,if not...i will going to mess up my own plan for study...after all,my plan has gone so well "god bless you" haha( MJ addict these day...)

Went Cameron yesterday...I realize that my desire on photographing is already unstoppable...sigh,the process of saving money for something is really suffocation...but its ok,i can handle it...Ya!bring it on babe!wahahaha...looking forward for my own photo gallery~

bye then,have a nice day =P

Catch It Good...

Hello guys...Just come back from a war...i got a ''so so'' result,hope come out right before the last moment i gonna give up...i not sure that is a luck of a newbie or i just will giving out my 100 percent effort when i worry for the bad result from the war...or i have just let go of those chances previously? but one thing...i believe there no one made be loser,i think there no other way better then giving out the best i have...bless me...working hard is the only way right now...last week,due to transportation problem...one of my friend ask me to fetch him back right after work...let me have a chance get my on those manual focus camera...make my desire on those camera gain stronger...let put an end on this post with a picture =Dbye then,have a nice day =P

Just Put It Down...

hello everyone...i brought you all a good/bad news...i'm gonna leave my company!cheers~actually i don't know its really is this true or not...sigh...but hopefully i got the chance to go out and learn more things...but i not really got plan for the days that is coming...study ? working ? what about both at the same time ? but the last one should need a lot of effort...but the main point is get away from this company...i doesn't really know the stress,demand for my own satisfaction is getting heavier then i thought...the things that i gain from my work,has become burden when i decided to change/stop work...flash back my old memory,when i decided to work,i just trying to escape from college/study...i don't like being control because i need something from my family,actually its not that serious matter...i be more likely to spent my own money...so i open up the newspaper,look for job,any kind just any...as long as i have the qualification ...i didn't ask my family for permission that i gonna drop my course and start work...and fate decided me to work under this company,i 1st interview and didn't get any respond for almost a week,after that i receive call from the company and ask me to start work...and when i was new boy...1st stepped into this company,i know nothing bout my job...and the work getting handy each day,and become part of my life...so far i have come these day...what i have earn is just more then money,we can't count everything in unit...something is more then word could say...any how i wish we end this peacefully...and there goes my 2 and a half years...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Happy Mother's Day...

once again...i have to work on these kind of day...what is your plan ?have you celebrate with your beloved mum？have a dinner maybe...but luckily that my sister have come back this week...so we have mother's day dinner on saturday...actually its just an ordinary dinner as usual...the different is,the different is we call its mother's day dinner,and find a reason for the family members spent time to enjoy a family talk...that all =P
but still its a busy day for me...working again...boring isn't it ? that you saw this word "working" on my paragraph again...but still i have mention it again haha...and one of my gaming partner went to KL and step into the realistic society,started to work...so left me,the gaming maniac in ipoh alone...no more gaming everyday...i doesn't really know that is a good news to me or not...but i'm sure that i have to get use to this life as soon as posible...and find another way to release my stress...=P but i think the way is just find another gaming partner i think =P,i hope that person show up as soon as posible..."long live gaming!" hehe...
its ok actually,i think he just gave me another reason to stay late when he come back to ipoh =P
good luck and all the best brother "moonlight"...
and happy mother's day!
bye then,have a nice day =P

Something That Never Change...

"i will be late a bit" this is what i have sent to my coleg this morning...i can't pull myself together even my alarm is ringing repeatedly...but at last i had successfully rejected the offer of devil,get up and bath...yesterday was just a ordinary day...the different is just one of my buddy going to leave ipoh again,after coming back for 2 days...we going for gaming as usual...and went for a late night supper and have a chat...our topic just nonstop...from east to west from sky to the deep sea...gaming,hero use,strategic,control skill,friend,attitude,economic,global warming,what life should be,what life has to be...from i finish work 10 p.m. until i reach home take bath at 6.15 a.m. we sit on the car and chat for almost 4 hours...i think this could be even longer if we wasn't work for the next day...but nevermind...atleast you bring me lot of information...thanks bro,come back more often eh...
too tire,till here then...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Gaming Addict....

This red thing...use to be one of my best buddy who accompany me get through those silent night with sound of cricket...this could be say as the most expensive thing that i have ever bought to myself...i spend money when i'm hanging out with my friends,girl friend, or while i'm working...mostly i spend on eating,not much on my own clothing/fashion...the others saving and insurance/fund plan...there not much visible expense with me...so this red thing could have be one of the most precious thing in my collections...but its really not much friends will hang out and play together...so a part of this gadget's function has forbidden...curently looking for ''Phantasy Star Portable'' but i need a english version...have fun with yours too^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

This Is Me,What About You ?

its been few weeks after my last post...maybe is my brain have some problem,stuck...can't figure out anything to post...but on a randomize day...i started a conversation with my friend...
the conversation was like :
my friend : wei...
me : ya ?

my friend : sometime i wish i won't get old and long live...
me : for ?

my friend : you know,when people getting older and older...every part of your body will get more and more and more problem,still have to troubling people to take care of you,i worried i will be like this...
me : so you wish to be a tree ?

my friend : huh?i don't understand...
me : if you keep on living and don't know for what,any different with the tree?

my friend : but i'm human,i can do anything...
me : you won't...because everything is meaningless to you,you want anything...you just have to wait,and you have infinite of time...

my friend : but i can get what i want in return...
me : if one person work for one year and save money to pay deposit for his/her new home...if he/she only have 70 of one year ?he/she will appreciate everything she got...its important to her,part of her life...

my friend : owh...i understand what you trying to say...but what about aging ?
me : everyone have the same problem la...what you have to worried bout it ?people will only blame when they fail their life,they can't satisfy what they want...if you worried that you look old,go for surgery and buy some cosmetic lor,hehe...if you worried your sickness...cancer,aids lolz,i know its can't be cure yet...but at least you could work something out with the day you left for live...

my friend : why you so serius to day ?
me : ...(speechless)
and the rest doesn't related to the topic...

she told me that she hope she's immortal,anti aging...she told me that when human get old,will become troublesome...sickness,troubling others to take care of he/herself,and end up past away lose everything you had...but i don't think the same...and i ask her,what the different between tree and immortal ?will you still appreciate everything you got if you have infinite of times that allowed you to get back whatever you have lose?

"Life" become meaningful because its have a limited of time for you to work for whatever you wish to...its like a banker,he give you an amount of capital and a expire date,he will take back everything when the time comes,let you start your own business...no matter how much you earn,what you get is basic salary and experience only...because of insuficient time so that you would working so hard for your own archievement...some people can only achieve one or few things they hope for,in their life time,but some...very little of percentage,they achieve lot or something special/unique that not everyone have the chance to,you can't say that they are lucky,you can only say that they are working hard for their dicrection/dream...of course to me,lottery doesn't list in the category of achievement because its doesn't have a formula to control its quality and quantity...

don't you wish your life is colorful ?if yes,are you waiting for others people to fill up your life with color?if not,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ?!start to plan,or set a direction for your own...color up your life with whatever you like...no one have the right to mess it up...its all yours...if you want to be a rockstar...just buy a guitar and let it rock!who knows what will happen on the future...

sorry if you think that wasting your time to read this post,just sharing^^ or why don't you tell me what your though bout this?
bye then,have a nice day =P

What You Doing Now?

few hours will be Chinese New Year 2009,but by the time i working on this post...i was working...i going to have reunion dinner with my family...in such important day,still...i have to work...any of you have the same life like me?but actually i'm get use to it already...this just for sharing... have you get back to your family in time ?to have a dinner with'em ?if can't,maybe a call will do...don't be sad...nobody gonna blame you that spoiling the dinner...the most important is caring from the bottom of your heart...haha,talking too much =P

luckily, there ain't much customer already,so i have little while to get this post done...even its already near Chinese New Year,still busy as usual...the only different is,a little earlier finish work and going back home,and get my lazy bone on the bed and rest xD i have not much to share today...just here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year...Gong Xi Fa Cai...if you having trouble to give me ''ang pao'' e-mail me...i send you my account number lol...xD
bye then,have a nice day =P

Rod + Fishing line...

a day of wondering again...what on my mind was my another favorite thing to do except playing games,fishing...but for now,i can't go anywhere for this yet...what i be able to do is just fresh back my old memory when i was still kid...normally i follow my dad out to fishing,and that the only thing i can do and i like to do so...would you ran into some jungle,riverbank,or freshwater lake,sit there whole day and the spider,ants or some insect you don't even know its name is surrounding you?i would...what i know i was a kid who can't wait until Sunday,and follow my dad out for breakfast with family and went back home take all the equipment and get on the car...and still have to wait for an hours until we arrive to the suitable place for fishing...

i wasn't that active kid at home...not much talking with family members,so fishing was the last thing i get connected with my dad...i won't care if what place is that,sometimes we pass by a place weird smell,sometimes mud place..the environment won't be any distraction to me...what on my mind is only the catch of that day...what i remember is,i always get scolded by my dad because of too excited,i can sit and wait right under the sun without hat or any sun block,even raining,try get as close as i can to the water,so that i can get a good cast...make my pants dirty,sun burn after the fishing day,sick or flu....haha...miss that kind of day...you won't believe that i am a fisherman right now if you see me...the different between a person who like sun shower and a person who won't get him/herself exploit under the sun...

many of you would be curious...how fun could it be ?are you mad ? go under the sun whole day ? nothing else to do other then this ? worm ? yucks....omg,you go to that dirty place?all these i heard all this years, haha...i think you all will be understand when you try the fight with the fish,if a normal size you won't understand...if a extraordinary one?even once...you won't forget the feeling...that what keep me thinking of it all this year,from small boy until i work...

Alfred C. Glassell Jr, petroleum industry pioneer,philanthropist, world-class fisherman and member of the IGFA Board of Trustees, died October 29, 2008 after an extended illness. He was 95.
August 4, 1953 Alfred Glassell’s landed 1,560 pound black marlin is the IGFA All-Tackle record for the species, and it remains the ultimate measure of the sport for every serious marlin fisherman

can you imagine that a man stand with his barefoot and landed a huge fish almost eight times weight of himself ?with just a single fishing rod,i should remain you that a living fish the black marlin,the fish that everyone know its swim the most fast in the sea,when the fish rush it won't be simply 1560 pound that simple...

there i a have a dream,go around the world...have a fishing trip,i don't know rather its can come true or not...but its in my mind right now,i'm working hard for that...if you a fisherman that reading this blog,mind to share some of your experience or picture ? =P i be glad to see that...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Story of Bob

2/11/2008(Tuesday) was my buddy,Bob's wedding...i was excited to receive wedding invitation under my own name...because at my age,there should be not much of my friend is getting married or something like celebration...this is the second time i been invited to a wedding ceremony...this time should be different bit,because Bob was my working partner...we started to work together 1 year ago...its not a long time...but at least we meet almost everyday...i go to the ceremony with my girlfriend,at the beginning of the ceremony...i feels like,damn it...i was thinking that we was like NIP ''Not Important Person''...sitting there and only can chat with the people at the same table...because we do not know the other except the person in the same table!he only come to our table for once at the whole ceremony,and forced me to drink whiskey,yaiks...like get invited because of the ''procedure'',because we work together that all! but at the end of the ceremony,unexpectedly Bob come to our table in a half faint conditions after drink with all the guest on the ceremony...he come and shout''Bryan!Come...you come!''i was shocked...thought he gonna catch me and forced me to drink those whiskey again...but he didn't....he come and give me big hug...and say''Thanks for coming bro''the words let me feels that i am not NIP...i was a buddy to him...really grad to heard that...i am sure he is on the list when i get married...Be waiting,Bob!Best Wished for you and your wife...
there the story today,a Love Story...

bye then,have a nice day =P