Break Free.

Month ago, a very worst tragedy happened, a tide that is a little tiny more huge than ordinary come from deep sea. Have flush away life, joy, happiness, civilisation from japan. As the mother nature wanted to show that what man power can do compare to mother nature herself. And what man power could do was just impact from the economic and of cause the joy and happiness that we are having until that moment. And what mother nature do were take back whatever she want in a wink of eye. That show us who the boss.

But the moment japan getting through their hard times, so am I. But for me of cause not the tsunami, while i don't even know how to swim in the water but swim in the tide of relationship and friendship. If it is compare to normal, atleast there would be a post or two related to the tragedy. But drowsed in my own tsunami make me can't effort to spare my mind for it.

Sometimes, when there somethings that you don't deserved to know. Just don't insists to do so, it end up you're hurting yourself. No matter it is a thought, a speech, a person, a picture or so. The result is same, hurt. Or sometimes, a friend that realistic enough that make you feel ignorance in normal times. But when its come to problem, this realistic friend would have offer a better help than those who so call "brother". Even their offer come with term and conditions but it might fulfill your need to solve the problem in the moment. But those who dearest to you, its only applicable when both of you and your "brother" have faith enough. Or else they would come close enough to you, stab you on the weakest point of yours without you even realize it.

Learn to protect yourself. If you strong enough to handle the problem yourself, try not to look for help. This the most practical way, only you know what you want. When there is " Non of you business " seriously do not into it...Let it go...

Tired of complaining...I hope the next post could be either some sharing or some joyful or something similar. Too much negative pulse have been send out lately, have to make a move now. Ganbaru desu, brighter day ahead.

bye than, have a nice day =P