BeforeWellGrown

朋友的话..

2011-04-11T14:19:00.008+08:00

第一次写华语post了..有点奇怪的感觉,没想到会是用华语来画上句点了..可能英文字穷了..无法把全部的话说出来..或许换个语言会比较好些吧..

真的不想用吵的来完结一切..真的不提高语气,就不能把意见完全的发表了吗?我真的像你所说的那么爱面子吗?或许你习惯了在荧幕前吧你的想法发表出来..没想过我所说的东西吧..

你想过为什么我所强调的你我朋友之间的分别吗?

或许你没听过你的朋友对你说 "真不懂为什么,我朋友的女友们都爱找我谈天" 当我看过去他的荧幕,发现原来你的名字也在当中..你真的没有其他的选择了吗?偏偏是我身边的朋友?是我看得自尊太重的问题吗?在我听到这些话仿佛像在给人嘲笑说性无能一样..当幸的是因为我的能耐力好,所以没闹出事端来吗?

你试过听这些话吗?从十多年的朋友到认识几个月的朋友..就那么小的空间,你都看不眼吗? 从前到现在,我总是需要等人家为我打分..可是你曾经为我加冕吗?总得等人来评分,感觉真的那么好吗?或许就这么简单的 " 我的朋友" "你的朋友" 我也不能好好的表达让你知道..真的很失败吧?

看着你告诉人家,你与一个年纪十多岁的人谈天..你还可以告诉人家说你们谈得来..因为有同样的偶像..难道你真的知道他的性格?一个做着工,收着薪水还可以指着老板骂粗话的人,性格再好也应该有个限度吧?在你们谈天的背后..你想过人家把你们的话题当作新闻报道..难道在银幕前,你会听得到?就这么简单的道理..吵了这么多次都不能明白吗?

对我的意见,是听回来的..还是人家的意见,你真的搞清楚了吗?为什么总得把事情告诉了全部人,再去善后呢?这种属于冲动吗?真的想清楚了要分享的对象..了解了后果才说的吗?

好了,这些都是我心里的想法罢了..还记得,说过当回朋友..或许大家会努力改变了,再挽回吧..可是算了..或许真的不适合了..

真的累了..希望下一个,会是一个有很好表达能力的人吧..一路好走了..幸福吧..

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Break Free.

2011-03-27T20:50:00.005+08:00

Month ago, a very worst tragedy happened, a tide that is a little tiny more huge than ordinary come from deep sea. Have flush away life, joy, happiness, civilisation from japan. As the mother nature wanted to show that what man power can do compare to mother nature herself. And what man power could do was just impact from the economic and of cause the joy and happiness that we are having until that moment. And what mother nature do were take back whatever she want in a wink of eye. That show us who the boss.

But the moment japan getting through their hard times, so am I. But for me of cause not the tsunami, while i don't even know how to swim in the water but swim in the tide of relationship and friendship. If it is compare to normal, atleast there would be a post or two related to the tragedy. But drowsed in my own tsunami make me can't effort to spare my mind for it.

Sometimes, when there somethings that you don't deserved to know. Just don't insists to do so, it end up you're hurting yourself. No matter it is a thought, a speech, a person, a picture or so. The result is same, hurt. Or sometimes, a friend that realistic enough that make you feel ignorance in normal times. But when its come to problem, this realistic friend would have offer a better help than those who so call "brother". Even their offer come with term and conditions but it might fulfill your need to solve the problem in the moment. But those who dearest to you, its only applicable when both of you and your "brother" have faith enough. Or else they would come close enough to you, stab you on the weakest point of yours without you even realize it.

Learn to protect yourself. If you strong enough to handle the problem yourself, try not to look for help. This the most practical way, only you know what you want. When there is " Non of you business " seriously do not into it...Let it go...

Tired of complaining...I hope the next post could be either some sharing or some joyful or something similar. Too much negative pulse have been send out lately, have to make a move now. Ganbaru desu, brighter day ahead.

bye than, have a nice day =P

2011-02-27T06:09:00.004+08:00

Its been sometimes since I have started to blog. To improve my english was the very first reason where i wish to started blogging, as the times goes by...I realize it could be a diary to me as well, that I can record down every step that i have taken, and than I started to feel that I'm not those people who can confess to everybody of my thought around me, so I have hardly to blog nowadays...Its really been awhile since the last post I ever did. And now, I feel like the blog is just a 3rd dimension trash can, which you could throw all your good, bad memories into it and there will be always a space for you.

Somewhere before Chinese new year of 2011, there some bad thing happened on me in my previous company which have triggered me to take up the offer that have been long waited me. Monday of this week, was the joining of mine in this new company. Everybody where looking at me with some weird look shown on their face, no matter where I go in this industrial. The question is always asked " how old are you ? you look so young. " I hate this question. Which make me feel that i have been underestimated. Or is this the only impression I could ever provide to all of you? But one day, I shall let you feel proud to have known me with my achievement.

And it is almost a year since I have shift over to here, its a new working, living environment, but so far I think that I have manage to over come this trouble. The problem is that I'm just too anti social, and the city is just too big that make me have to describe myself as a atom instead of dust as usual. And these atoms is always side by side to create something big, its only one word "tight" to describe the life like this, it is not comfortable at all, I look into my contact, there a lot of name appear to be, but I always imagine...If one day, there is something happened on me, will there a single one I could rely on except my family ? This is totally not comfortable! is this because of my anti social has become anti comfortable ? And so on the happiness and everything around me ? Last time I use to answer everything with a smile on my face, but I feel like smile of mine have long gone, its no more sincere. Its because I have grown up ? or the true smile need to combine with naive only could be pronounce as sincere ?

For me, its happened to be gaming was the shelter for me, I could stop my complicated tropical monsoon mind while I'm gaming, but while ago I have make up my mind to stop myself from addicted to it, so I could focus on my career. But the worst thing is the more you thought about it, the more its come back to you. Its always a contra effect behind it, is that I have used the wrong way or what the law of attraction effect? Something happened on me and make it feel wanna flee from the realistic, and lost of the proper time to rest. And there is non from the contact that could ever consult me or just even sharing. And made my respective gaming activities has convert into very unhealthy to rely on, it make me hardly to drag myself back to the realistic. And the rest option is to plug-in my hard disc, let the music play non stop, and stop me from thinking when i going to sleep. Its totally unhealthy activities i going through recently.

If it is possible there somebody could read me. Those around me, some are too old to handle all this small matters, some are too young to talk about all this stuff, and the rest is I don't really look up for their suggestions. I wonder will it one day I'll be reported sudden death in front of the computer as youngster non stop gaming and I'm stored too much within me and my mind burst off.

Sometimes it just fine to being alone. To have some kind of travelers life, just passing by without left over a single trace, The bag pack is the only thing left be lost. That is just fine...It is just too good to being naive.

Wish my day gonna be good.

bye than, have a nice day =P

Lesson 111

2010-12-12T00:53:00.004+08:00

Great person left their great legacy,and love is always part of their motivation as well. But for this love thing, could be judge from lot of points of view. There a sad tragedy happened in this lovely days 9th December, 16 days before Christmas.

Thursday, December 9, 2010
Kuala Lumpur - A young man have give up his precious life spend of 22 years for a 4 months relationship with a girl he claim that it is the 2nd love for him so far. So he committed suicide and jump off from 14th floor apartment, reported dead and he break somebody car's wind screen.

So for this young man's name should be somewhere in the facebook, can be found easily with one single click on any online search engine. But for this post the name is not so important, what i trying to bring out was the lesson here, simply name it lesson 111 for no reason.

For what had happened we shall not judge it, but for the person who have read this news should be reminded, DO NOT TRY THIS NOT ONLY AT HOME, BUT EVERYWHERE. Its really pain, trust me. This is some of my own opinion.

First thing is, I think if you tell you parents or your family, that you wanted to die because you break up with a girl that you really fall in from 1 day to any possible times. They would really kill you their own, first is to let the whole world blame on them to try their very best to protect you from being discuss by everybody that might end up spoiled your name. second is they are really upset because of this foolishness. And this call the power of love.

Second thing is, you claim that the girl was one in a millions, but than you suicide because of her. First, the girl is still alive out there man, you love her but than you put her in this position where everybody look at her like killer, can't imagine the life of her after all this have happaned. Will she live under the shadow of this tragedy or she can just walk away ? immatured minded, could it be this is one the reason that she leave you? I believe if a girl that love you hope that you could granted the power to own the world by her's love, rather than you give up the world just for her. And this is call the power of love also.

Third thing is, what is in your mind that make you publish the countdown for your suicide in the public ? you think this is a heroic move ? failure action movie that the star fall from the apartment accidently ? you have just created a really really bad example for those who have read all these nonsense. Don't you think that this is totally irresponsible ? you have leave all these mess and let everybody to clean it up for you. It might really cause a adverse effect for the public, might even impact our following generation think that suicide as a solution.
No! It Is Always A Big No No For SUICIDE.

Your family have given you your life and everything, never ask for anything in return. And you give up your life because that few confession mean everything for you ? When you have so much love to be given away, why don't you think of you family ? You can't imagine what you have cause your family, friends, the one in a millions girl and the public. They will continue their life no matter what, but the impact is always there, like a scar, no pain but when you look into it. You will remember what had happened, always....

When it come to love, think of your family first, when a girl say no to you, it is a task for you to look for somebody else that suit you better! When there a problem always a SOLUTION not SUICIDE please check your spelling! SOLUTION NOT SUICIDE

By the Way, Rest In Peace Alviss. Never thought that i post this sad news after i have been busy. Its come a little bit late, but this is for my future revision of myself. Hope that my following post could attach a little bit of picture =(

This post shall end here.

bye than, have a nice day =P

The Answer Was, You...

2010-08-02T03:35:00.010+08:00

A random day last week,while I was bathing...there a thought come knock on my head...

"Bury my body, do not build any monument, keep my hands outside so that the world knows the person who won the world had nothing in his hands when dying"

This is what my teacher use to pumped into my head when i was still small...

It mean we will goes in the same way we came, there will be nothing left when we die, no matter this quote is true or what...but its depends on how you think, we must have a positive thought bout this quote...or else it sound like leading us into a peaceful world where everybody end up wearing leaf, and climbing tree are the only entertainment...I think adding a speech behind it will be better...

Bury my body, do not build any monument, keep my hands outside so that the world knows the person who won the world had nothing in his hands when dying, *"do won the world before you are dying"

No matter what your religion or culture, we are the answer where we born to answer a question "finish up the essay which starting with " I " on your own word" we should embrace our dream...we can fill it up with whatever we hope to...as there is no limit of your word usage in this essay, so if you are wasting your time like me for the moment, is time to wake up with some brainstorming...find out what you which but not yet done for the moment (do think of positive) no matter how hard it make to be done...

As the quote said, we had nothing when we are dying...but if you're a person who won the world, i believe your greatness will stay with your people as how the quote has passing to me...do something great but good to the world let the people remember you, participate on this race of life!...or try to clap your hand thousands times in a minute (who knows it might happen one day) and let your name live in the book of world's record let the coming generation know bout you. Life is just once, you can think twice...but it won't happen twice.

bye then, have a nice day =P

Dota And Me...

2010-07-27T15:43:00.010+08:00

On my last assignment, I receive a question " find information on one of your hobbies and make 2 print screens of your hobby from your search results. " this is what i did on that question...

Picture 1

Picture 2

as shown on above, i could tell you DOTA was my hobby instead of addiction...normally it fill up my time whenever or wherever I am...and i never ashamed on this =]

whoever played Dota they should know IceFrog as well...as this both name linked together...IceFrog was the creator of Dota who influence over millions of people all over the world with his hobby, people fight for it, bet for it, learn from it will there killing out there that i don't know ? xD but actually I learn a lot from Dota, this is not just pick up the mouse and can start playing, there strategy and spontaneity atleast your brain have to spin spin and spin while you playing this, better then jump around and pick up coin...this is how he impressed me...I started to play this about 5 or 6 years ago if not mistaken...I'm not professional player but just experienced, atleast some common sense...

There is no boring bout this Dota thing...and there a great news bout everyone like me...the new version is launching soon...there will be lot of fresh upgrade...after few month of waiting its finally done testing the version 6.68 and there will be lot of screaming for those couple again...

Say No To Dota

This is what i get on the few years back...and now my girlfriend actually will not stop me from playing unless i played it too " Crazy " or else it is " Yes To Dota " after all xD
But my new work is going to start soon...not sure if i can get my hand on it on the first place...here is the trailer of the latest version...i will finish my post here...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Greed Is Good...

2010-05-27T04:11:00.004+08:00

Watched the first episode of Wall Street last week...the place where i found this movie was on the cinema,the poster of Wall Street second episode, i never know there a movie with this title but there is a second episode...after surfing search engine...i realize the first episode was 20 years ago,Oh My Gosh...for better movie experience, i decide to watch the first episode to understand the movie background before the second...the two speech that i impress the most was "money never sleep" "Greed is good" it indeed a good speech, i barely addicted to is...but we can't normally use on conversation...i think lot of people can't really accept these sentence but it the truth and realistic...this is how we survive, looking forward this september...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Random Thought...

2010-05-13T03:22:00.004+08:00

Hello fella bloggers...its really miss out the day that i can updated my blog, facebook often...from daily 12 hours till 2 days for an hours online...the same speech,thing change seriously lot, lot and lot...my working environment, friends around me come and goes...and the same goes to my knowledge and living habit...

Last week,while i randomly browsing through my friends facebook...i saw a post of a girl,she claim that the husband of her sibling answer a wrong question on their wedding dinner and she feel shame on him...when i finish read her post...i was like wtf, is she come from fairy tale or she that innocent ? The chairman of the wedding ceremony...ask her sibling's husband,how are you gonna give her happiness ? and her husband said that he will work hard to earn lot of money for her happiness...but end up the girl said that her sibling husband was nothing but a superficial guy...who wish to love one another after get rich,maybe they watch too much news,rich doesn't mean scandal...as a sibling isn't that they should have giving out the most precious bless on them ?but in return they post it out insult and discuss about them...Omg,i wish that i could enlighten her up...what a sad news, to have such a cousin...the world is so realistic, nobody gonna change because of your innocence, girl...get real...that day i posted a speech "hello,get a life for god sake..." well,my day still goes on...

Yawn~* late at the night, or morning on the fourth Anniversary of my relationship with my dearest one...both of us get through a lot...and yet we have changed together...for this coming month i believe i gonna faced another change on my career...thanks for the supporting along these years...wish that we could over come this time as usual...love you...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Bonjour~

2010-01-23T23:44:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone...its been a month since the last post i did,schedule been so so so tight for me these moment...it already over two months of working outstation,i mean traveling here and there for working purpose...its really not that nice as imagine,i hope i can spare a little more time on my own bed seriously...today was the 1st day of my new study journey,the feeling still kind of fresh,like i'm kind of enjoy...i hope this feeling never gone...atleast stay with me until i finish my degree...

The 1st two subject i pick is kind of handy,maybe its the main fact that its make the feeling good...basic computing and internet,learning skills of university...but to continue study was the most greatest choice i have make so far...it is the only thing that everyone willing to raise their hand and agree with me,including my parent and sister brother...but yet,it just be beginning...it has a long long way to go...this was the very 1st time as a working part time student...i saw lot of people been through all these,i hope i can be one of them thought...but all these was what i wanted to be while i was working at the old company last time...but when everything came true,the feeling is totally different...nevermind,its too early to judge these...

Everyone wait for the result,as bryan san is already determined to do so...hahaha...going to butterworth this coming monday,gonna work hard for what i have committed to myself,i won't let these word only flow on the topic forever...i will hold them on the palm of my hand,anybody give me strength ?...okay,i believe it come to an end for this short post...till then,see you around...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Its Make To Be Better....

2009-12-07T01:20:00.003+08:00

Once again,i'm back from penang...this time with a slightly better result then previous...but actually it should have even better then what it is now...anyway,its have been what its make for...it is no use to complaint anymore...so,come on boy...calm for the moment...self meditation...and the first thing come in to me was " blog nonsense "...Woot~* now,i'm totally don't know what i suppose to blog about...but its really tire after this working trip...but gain quite lot from mentally...i'm really looking forward on the next time when i visit the same place again...and see what result i get...well then,it has not much to be blog bout after all...i think i shall stop by here...

bye then,have a nice day =P

I Called, But Its Late....

2009-11-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

Been through "end of the world" yesterday,2012...its was a great movie,a world disaster movie...movie which remind us to appreciate what we have now "Go Green"...it is something we know but we don't do...our people even need someone to create movie, songs to remind ourself to take care of the planet...but it show something true bout humanity with this movie..."Yuri karpov", Jackson's boss...which willing to do anything for survive...1 billion per sit on the ark...leave everyone behind without a second thought...but at last...he die trying to keep his son alive...but what if i told you that if you wanna live pay 1 billion...then will you get 1 billion within two years time ?or you will spend all your money traveling with your beloved and family ?

But most sad was...Satnam, Adrian's friend said that "the plane was never came",as the first one discover the explode of the solar flare...but then end up being the "tsunami reporter"...this what we called "humanity"...as by the Misinterpretation of the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar (Maya Calender) be ready for the incoming 21-12-21,meet you on the ark...God Bless you...haha

bye then,have a nice day =P

Help!

2009-11-16T23:44:00.004+08:00

Darn!...once and once i look at the photograph like this...and it making me more and more addicted to photographing...it make me wanna buy a camera desperately...but yet, eventhough i own a camera...traveling is a problem to me...its confusing me that the importance of hardworking and traveling and photographing with what i'm desiring now...Oh My God!...calm me down please...and yet,my buddy involving in a accident...head hit on steering... headache, and went for checking in general hospital...but luckily he is safe...

p/s : learn to take care yourself, no matter where you are,who you are...you have to responsible to your family,and your loved one...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Get Up...

2009-11-08T23:28:00.013+08:00

Day dream no more soldier! prepare to work...gonna work till 22th this month,hopefully can gain a good result before heading back to day off again haha...have to save up more money before my study start...trying to discipline myself,if not...i will going to mess up my own plan for study...after all,my plan has gone so well "god bless you" haha( MJ addict these day...)

Went Cameron yesterday...I realize that my desire on photographing is already unstoppable...sigh,the process of saving money for something is really suffocation...but its ok,i can handle it...Ya!bring it on babe!wahahaha...looking forward for my own photo gallery~

bye then,have a nice day =P

Let Me Go

2009-11-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

Looking for a place where i can express my emotion without hurting anyone or anything...the thing that i'm trying to do was controlling my emotion,try to keep myself calm on any situation or anything that it have to be...the problem was i haven't master on this emotional thing yet...so,blog was my best friend for this...back to it...

I wonder what else could have make me more upset then a empty promise...when i heard those promises was like cross heart...they give me a feeling like ok, this fella...they are my friend but they will giving out a promise or a word after concerning what the word has made to be...but actually they didn't...am I too naive or what...i know the world is realistic, but they are my friend...I have not much friend but every each of them fill up my world very well...am I too special ?i giving out my every word after concerning bout is that I'm affordable or not...if not I will not giving out a promise that easy...if you're not willing to do it...just say "NO"...it help me more then trying to drag me and waste my time...eventhough its just a small matter...but even a small matter you can't complete it after you have promise...the problem was on me or you...i didn't aspect much...just say "NO" and I will say "thanks for your concerning"...its too easy to be done...but lot of people have forgotten it...ok now,I'm calm already xD so easy,haha...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Catch It Good...

2009-10-12T02:08:00.004+08:00

Hello guys...Just come back from a war...i got a ''so so'' result,hope come out right before the last moment i gonna give up...i not sure that is a luck of a newbie or i just will giving out my 100 percent effort when i worry for the bad result from the war...or i have just let go of those chances previously? but one thing...i believe there no one made be loser,i think there no other way better then giving out the best i have...bless me...working hard is the only way right now...last week,due to transportation problem...one of my friend ask me to fetch him back right after work...let me have a chance get my on those manual focus camera...make my desire on those camera gain stronger...let put an end on this post with a picture =Dbye then,have a nice day =P

Leaving Hometown For Working

2009-09-20T00:51:00.006+08:00

Hello,its been long time my little room been left behind,come back for clean mess...Today is the 3rd day since i left home...but though,i have wasted three days for nothing...sometimes i am so curious that is it i making the right choice...but for now there ain't so much time for me to judge bout my decision yet...so i believe atleast i could have a try 1st...Yawn* Good Night...
bye then,have a nice day =P

When The Great Thing Left...

2009-07-10T01:02:00.003+08:00

I watched Michael Jackson Memorial replay yesterday...and felt that its really a great loss,that someone like this is leaving us...its a great achieve...2.5 billion peoples from over the world watched the same show in the same time,its must be more than that amount who missed the show...no matter they likes him or not...atleast there 2.5 billion or more peoples know about him...so for an entertainer,i think its what all entertainer's goal,to be know by everyonefrom every corner...what a glories =]
when i pass away,don't know how many person will attended my funeral,25 ? 250 ? xD
sigh,what a missed for me...can't attended his live concert already...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Bye Bye...

2009-06-26T13:58:00.002+08:00

Today...June 26,2009 calculate In Asia Time Zone (GMT+8) around 6 AM in the morning...someone we all know were announced dead,cause of death is reported to be heart attack,Micheal Jackson...does this name sound familiar to you ?have you trying to rock your body when you listen to his music?someone we call "King Of Pop" have just leave us...he has bring us lot of great music...someone has spent most of his life time on music from five years old until the end of his life...i can do nothing more but listen to his song =) after half century of working hard...you may rest in peace now...you are not alone after all =)
bye then,have a nice day =P

Randomed Thought...

2009-06-21T22:05:00.003+08:00

What would you do on your birthday ?date your love one ?hang out with your best friends ?have a very great birthday party for your own ?force your friend treat you to have a great dinner ?collect birthday gift from every friend of you?

reply with your answer =]
i will upload my thought on next post...

P/s this is not an IQ question...do reply with your own thought...

bye then,have a nice day =P

Hello Ipoh...

2009-06-19T21:48:00.006+08:00

I just went back ipoh two days ago...everything back to normal again,everyone been busy around...i'm just the one who sit at home,and my whole family members are worry bout what am i doing...rest too much,stop worked and didn't plan any bout my future...like always,the first step are usually the most difficult thing to do...worry take a wrong step,and time wasted just like that...and i have sit at home for almost two weeks and spent one week in KL...there goes one month times...a few people ask me,what have you done at KL?"nothing,just like staying home as normal"that my answer for them...i'm not claim that my sister didn't spent time on being a good guild...the problem is i'm the one who ignore to have more fun at KL...they say what a waste,came KL didn't shopping...this and that...shopping ain't mean everything to me...its just i buy thing when i need to...i bought a anime cd at KL,a bug eater plant and three pair of sock...total spent i think within rm200 including LRT ticket,eat and etc...i'm not trying to save,but i'm kind of stingy to myself...so you won't see that i'm wearing lot of accessory,fashion wears...ordinary guys,collar-T,short pants,jeans with a bearbrick beg is what i wear for this whole year...but so sorry sam,cklee...didn't make up to my promise...i'm going to start my game,so my post will end here today...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Good Morning~

2009-06-05T06:14:00.002+08:00

Good morning everyone...what a day,i didn't sleep for whole night...and few more hours later i gonna fetch my mum to bazaar...so i decide to sleep after going to the bazaar,and yet i still have nothing to do with my plan...i got no hint for my next step yet...sorry if i keep you all worry...but i think rest for the moment is still ok...i won't get lazy so easily...just went home after a talk with my friends...i don't know what is on my mind that keep me awake,i just feel a little bit tire after a long night game and talk...everyone around me is always chasing me to sleep or trying to change life style...but i'm still so enjoy my night life after all,haha...i will sleep earlier,but not now...sorry everyone...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Just Put It Down...

2009-05-27T13:05:00.006+08:00

hello everyone...i brought you all a good/bad news...i'm gonna leave my company!cheers~actually i don't know its really is this true or not...sigh...but hopefully i got the chance to go out and learn more things...but i not really got plan for the days that is coming...study ? working ? what about both at the same time ? but the last one should need a lot of effort...but the main point is get away from this company...i doesn't really know the stress,demand for my own satisfaction is getting heavier then i thought...the things that i gain from my work,has become burden when i decided to change/stop work...flash back my old memory,when i decided to work,i just trying to escape from college/study...i don't like being control because i need something from my family,actually its not that serious matter...i be more likely to spent my own money...so i open up the newspaper,look for job,any kind just any...as long as i have the qualification ...i didn't ask my family for permission that i gonna drop my course and start work...and fate decided me to work under this company,i 1st interview and didn't get any respond for almost a week,after that i receive call from the company and ask me to start work...and when i was new boy...1st stepped into this company,i know nothing bout my job...and the work getting handy each day,and become part of my life...so far i have come these day...what i have earn is just more then money,we can't count everything in unit...something is more then word could say...any how i wish we end this peacefully...and there goes my 2 and a half years...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Happy Mother's Day...

2009-05-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

once again...i have to work on these kind of day...what is your plan ?have you celebrate with your beloved mum？have a dinner maybe...but luckily that my sister have come back this week...so we have mother's day dinner on saturday...actually its just an ordinary dinner as usual...the different is,the different is we call its mother's day dinner,and find a reason for the family members spent time to enjoy a family talk...that all =P
but still its a busy day for me...working again...boring isn't it ? that you saw this word "working" on my paragraph again...but still i have mention it again haha...and one of my gaming partner went to KL and step into the realistic society,started to work...so left me,the gaming maniac in ipoh alone...no more gaming everyday...i doesn't really know that is a good news to me or not...but i'm sure that i have to get use to this life as soon as posible...and find another way to release my stress...=P but i think the way is just find another gaming partner i think =P,i hope that person show up as soon as posible..."long live gaming!" hehe...
its ok actually,i think he just gave me another reason to stay late when he come back to ipoh =P
good luck and all the best brother "moonlight"...
and happy mother's day!
bye then,have a nice day =P

The Day After Labour Day...

2009-05-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today is my off day...so i spare some times to come back and clean my blog,since the last time i update mu blog its already quite a while ago...come back and clean mess and check is there any spider web somewhere in my blog...so long didn't come back sorry all xD

In this while...many thing pass,but nothing special,everyday the same...i can't find anything that i can post with...so there goes this few weeks...actually the main thing is,there some problem while work...a bit stress i feel...but thing i think i can solve it...so just post this to tell everyone here,i'm so fine =P

but in this few week...i realize that few of friend is blogging also...so there will be more blog that i can read so happy bout this...so i think in this coming few week my post will be less...since that i having some problem to surf net in my office place...so sorry everyone...
i think here for today...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Something That Never Change...

2009-04-11T12:18:00.003+08:00

"i will be late a bit" this is what i have sent to my coleg this morning...i can't pull myself together even my alarm is ringing repeatedly...but at last i had successfully rejected the offer of devil,get up and bath...yesterday was just a ordinary day...the different is just one of my buddy going to leave ipoh again,after coming back for 2 days...we going for gaming as usual...and went for a late night supper and have a chat...our topic just nonstop...from east to west from sky to the deep sea...gaming,hero use,strategic,control skill,friend,attitude,economic,global warming,what life should be,what life has to be...from i finish work 10 p.m. until i reach home take bath at 6.15 a.m. we sit on the car and chat for almost 4 hours...i think this could be even longer if we wasn't work for the next day...but nevermind...atleast you bring me lot of information...thanks bro,come back more often eh...
too tire,till here then...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Keep On Going...

2009-04-01T16:14:00.005+08:00

My post getting less and less these day...i can't figure out what to post,even i found or get some material to post...my grammar just can't satisfy my need...and freeze infront of the monitor for nothing,and last turning into a gaming addict...i though to start reading some books,to improve some writing skill and my english at the same time...but untill the day that my english has well improve...there no body will still following my blog already...but yet,the show have to go on...so,everyone please be patient...till the day come...

Watashiwa Bryan Desu
Watashi shikoto ganbaru desu =P

i'm not sure right or not,but atleast i know what it mean...
bye then,have a nice day =P

2009-03-28T12:31:00.002+08:00

Few hours more gonna be the earth hour 2009(28 march 2009 saturday)...what will you do after work today ?if you're home,do you mind turn off the light and appliances if it is not in use between 8:30 p.m.~9:30 p.m. ?don't ask me why...i'm just one of the millions who wish to breath under the fresh air...if you thought that you're so stupid to do so,then you're wrong...read this to find out more...join us~
bye then,have a nice day =P

Gaming Addict....

2009-03-19T11:01:00.007+08:00

This red thing...use to be one of my best buddy who accompany me get through those silent night with sound of cricket...this could be say as the most expensive thing that i have ever bought to myself...i spend money when i'm hanging out with my friends,girl friend, or while i'm working...mostly i spend on eating,not much on my own clothing/fashion...the others saving and insurance/fund plan...there not much visible expense with me...so this red thing could have be one of the most precious thing in my collections...but its really not much friends will hang out and play together...so a part of this gadget's function has forbidden...curently looking for ''Phantasy Star Portable'' but i need a english version...have fun with yours too^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

End Of A Story...

2009-03-13T10:43:00.006+08:00

I'm here today to bring the readers of this blog a message,yesterday i attended a funeral...one of my secondary school classmate has pass away...he was involve in a car accident with his girl friend...i been told by one of my friend in a phone call,in a middle of a boring day...my phone rings,and i saw my friend name...pick up as usual...

me : Hello!(in a cheer and loud pitch)
friend : wei,did you know XXX die already?

me : huh? XXX wor(i trying to confirm,make sure this not a joke)
friend : yala...XXX la...

me : ...(stunned)
friend : wei,wei...did you hear me?(he thought that was a phone problem,suddenly silent)

me : ya,i did...the XXX our school one wor...
friend : yala...

The news came and waked me from my slumber day...its stunned me for a moment,a blank on my brain make me fail to give a proper respond to my friend on the phone call...we ain't as close as we will hang out everyday...we have separated into different social group...ya,we have meet even we have separated,we can chit-chat while...we was schoolground gangster...we ain't gangster as you know...we were a gang of student that out of control...we shout,we play,making noise in the class,fooling the teacher,skip class,truancy...lot of school memories...

Leaving of my friend bring me a message,"atleast i'm still breathing for the next moment..." still,we have a long way to go and much more to be done...appreciate the moment you had now,remember every steps that you have takes...thanks for leaving me such memories...rest in peace,brother...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Wake Up Earlier Bit,So Hard For You ?

2009-03-03T10:34:00.005+08:00

"Knock,knock..."someone knock on my door,trying to wake me up...then,my mum was the one who open the door "wei,wake up faster lo...take me to the bazaar" she said...the time was around 8:30 a.m. i forget that i promised her yesterday night...oh man,it was so freaking too early to me...normally i wake up 9:30 a.m. while my alarm set to 9:00 a.m. (because i have the habit that lay around even i'm already awake) but today,i just sit on the bed a few minutes and pull my lazy bone together then get going to bath already...luckily i back home early yesterday (around 12 if no wrong) but not sleep early la hehe...just back early so i can hang around,watch dvd(and sleep around 3),relaxing...its just slightly better then back home after gaming la...so back to the topic...

so i wake up and bath,all set and we head to the bazaar...around 9:00 a.m. Everything went on smooth and silently,because my mother is the one who sit beside me...so i have to drive safe/slow...after awhile we reach the bazaar that not far from my new house,the distance is just far bit compare with my old house...my mum go to bazaar with bicycle before this,and now have to cross a main road before reach to the bazaar,its too dangerous...so its my job to take my mum to the bazaar with car,in case of my mum safety...

get a parking,follow my mum around...help her carry those things that she bought...like i was still kid,i use to follow my mum to the bazaar,and i stop following since hope for more time to sleep...but now,the different is...my mum go bazaar with a big boy follow behind...a lot of person will like,"wow,now have a guardian come along ?" or "you good lor,your son follow along" i'm sure that every mother will happy and proud to heard that,or having someone accompany them to bazaar...all this just need your 30~60 minutes a day...on second thought,don't you worry that your mother raiding bicycle crossing the road alone ?they don't need your everyday...once or twice a week will do...i ain't doing well on this,but i'm changing along with the time that never stop for anyone...talking too much again =D
bye then,have a nice day =P

So,I'm Back...

2009-02-26T12:07:00.003+08:00

haha...away for quite a time already...everyone fine ?back to normal finally...know why i say so ?actually its like this...just a while after Chinese New Year...and then house warming...and my sister married...everything happened between end of january and february...and my office's pc power supply spoil already!its spend me almost one week before i can started to online as usual does...so,i waited so long before i can updated my post..

Many things has happened,but don't know start to post from where...just give me some times...anyone pass by that would like to make a friends...be kindly drop me a message...
bye then,have a nice day =P

This Is Me,What About You ?

2009-02-13T12:34:00.008+08:00

its been few weeks after my last post...maybe is my brain have some problem,stuck...can't figure out anything to post...but on a randomize day...i started a conversation with my friend...
the conversation was like :
my friend : wei...
me : ya ?

my friend : sometime i wish i won't get old and long live...
me : for ?

my friend : you know,when people getting older and older...every part of your body will get more and more and more problem,still have to troubling people to take care of you,i worried i will be like this...
me : so you wish to be a tree ?

my friend : huh?i don't understand...
me : if you keep on living and don't know for what,any different with the tree?

my friend : but i'm human,i can do anything...
me : you won't...because everything is meaningless to you,you want anything...you just have to wait,and you have infinite of time...

my friend : but i can get what i want in return...
me : if one person work for one year and save money to pay deposit for his/her new home...if he/she only have 70 of one year ?he/she will appreciate everything she got...its important to her,part of her life...

my friend : owh...i understand what you trying to say...but what about aging ?
me : everyone have the same problem la...what you have to worried bout it ?people will only blame when they fail their life,they can't satisfy what they want...if you worried that you look old,go for surgery and buy some cosmetic lor,hehe...if you worried your sickness...cancer,aids lolz,i know its can't be cure yet...but at least you could work something out with the day you left for live...

my friend : why you so serius to day ?
me : ...(speechless)
and the rest doesn't related to the topic...

she told me that she hope she's immortal,anti aging...she told me that when human get old,will become troublesome...sickness,troubling others to take care of he/herself,and end up past away lose everything you had...but i don't think the same...and i ask her,what the different between tree and immortal ?will you still appreciate everything you got if you have infinite of times that allowed you to get back whatever you have lose?

"Life" become meaningful because its have a limited of time for you to work for whatever you wish to...its like a banker,he give you an amount of capital and a expire date,he will take back everything when the time comes,let you start your own business...no matter how much you earn,what you get is basic salary and experience only...because of insuficient time so that you would working so hard for your own archievement...some people can only achieve one or few things they hope for,in their life time,but some...very little of percentage,they achieve lot or something special/unique that not everyone have the chance to,you can't say that they are lucky,you can only say that they are working hard for their dicrection/dream...of course to me,lottery doesn't list in the category of achievement because its doesn't have a formula to control its quality and quantity...

don't you wish your life is colorful ?if yes,are you waiting for others people to fill up your life with color?if not,WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ?!start to plan,or set a direction for your own...color up your life with whatever you like...no one have the right to mess it up...its all yours...if you want to be a rockstar...just buy a guitar and let it rock!who knows what will happen on the future...

sorry if you think that wasting your time to read this post,just sharing^^ or why don't you tell me what your though bout this?
bye then,have a nice day =P

What You Doing Now?

2009-01-25T17:18:00.003+08:00

few hours will be Chinese New Year 2009,but by the time i working on this post...i was working...i going to have reunion dinner with my family...in such important day,still...i have to work...any of you have the same life like me?but actually i'm get use to it already...this just for sharing... have you get back to your family in time ?to have a dinner with'em ?if can't,maybe a call will do...don't be sad...nobody gonna blame you that spoiling the dinner...the most important is caring from the bottom of your heart...haha,talking too much =P

luckily, there ain't much customer already,so i have little while to get this post done...even its already near Chinese New Year,still busy as usual...the only different is,a little earlier finish work and going back home,and get my lazy bone on the bed and rest xD i have not much to share today...just here to wish you all a Happy Chinese New Year...Gong Xi Fa Cai...if you having trouble to give me ''ang pao'' e-mail me...i send you my account number lol...xD
bye then,have a nice day =P

Looking For Time Manage Mentor...

2009-01-22T11:13:00.005+08:00

its almost time for chinese new year 2009,but i ain't go get new cloth,pants,hair cut...so it mean new year,but same old me...but luckily,last time while i day off at kl...get myself a short pants,my girlfriend bought me cloth and a shoe...but all these not the main issue of my failure time manage...

my work time is from 10 to 10 normally,so...my day time is totally working...i have my breakfast, launch,and sometimes dinner at my office...after work,most of the time i spend on gaming...and i finished 2 years times,i don't really like this kind of life...it feel like limited of time if 24 hours per day...i have within 7 hours times to sleep if i did not go for gaming...

and one week ago,i moved to my new home...and its way far bit then my old home to my working place or my gaming cyber cafe...so,i have to get up earlier then day before these...and i will arrive home even late then before...i'm like very busy,my active time per day around 17 hours,but actually is it so busy?even myself can't make it clear...but i think mostly is wasted...if i have a better time management,i think this 17 hours should be very useful,right ?i ain't sit at home watch tv or lying on the bed sleeping...i just hope that i could remember everything that i should done everyday(sigh...i have a temporary lost memory syndrome,its not what doctor say...but i did always forget things,even just turn back...and i could forget what i have said before...)if i could have done everything according to the schedule,i thing my performance could be improve,but the problem is...i don't know where to start and what to do...or is it i'm to relying on someone or somethings ?i just can't get it right...

hopefully someone good on this could have give me some opinion,just a single one...or maybe a clue...pass by and drop me a message :D
bye then,have a nice day =P

How Old Are You?

2009-01-19T14:46:00.018+08:00

what i do so that i could changed my life? i need a new checkpoint for my life...working,friends, relationship...what could i do to make it stop following me,and find a place build'em up all over again ?but i know escape not a good ideal to solve problem...anyhow,its not the topic for today...its just a better way to lead to the topic...

do you good in imagined ?if yes,its how good of you...nowadays...people getting more and more realistic,the more you are,its harder for you to imagined... do you remember when you are still small kid...what is always on your mind ?have you always hope that you are a part of a faerie tales,a legend maybe ?but now when i stick to the realistic world...most of the thing changed...because i realize that its all just a faerie tale...when i was a kid,all these its like ''maybe its happened on a part of the world that i don't know'' its call imagine...imagine bring you hopes,and make your work turn easy...make you happier...imagine could be anything,any place,any times... today,when i trying to escape from the things that troubling me...i click on the internet again... trying to read blogs...thought to find something that i can focus on...and stop those troubling issue from spinning on my head...but i find out that what we trying to post was normally bout the thing that happened on ourselves,a problem that is under-process to be solve,or hoping someone to give opinion or help us out...i can't get loss from the tight of stress with reading these post...

but then,someone show on my mind...Hayao Miyazaki,a producer of lot of animated movie...i not showing off that i know bout this person...but what i trying to tell is,hes a person that worth to be remember,or maybe admired...why ?i envy a person who can bring out a story of their own,but mixed with some talking animal,with magic,a city that flow on the sky...their brain have whole lot of space to carry out these thing...these,we can't call it act...but maybe talent...somethings that cannot be teach...maybe how to drawing hes picture,can be teach or learned,but how a people think,mindset...how can you know ?you can't dissect his brain to check what inside...everyone have their unique way of thinking,but not all can effect others,or think of somethings that aspired you...when they tell or do something,its stun you for few second(but on a positive way)and what on your mind is ''how could he think of this''...that what i admire bout him,there many others except him,hes one from the many on my list... someone who show us a way,a colorful way of showing others what actually on your mind...but first thing to do is,try to expand our thinking...hope all these won't bring you stress,or maybe give you a clue on your next stab...

bye then,have a nice day =P

New Year...

2008-12-31T23:00:00.004+08:00

once again,i countdown infront of the monitor...christmas,new year...i'm not complaining any,i feel nothing wrong with the way i countdown my new year...the day after christmas...my friends knows that i have passed my lonely christmas night at cyber cafe...so one of my friends have asked me out for gaming on the new year countdown night,and i agree with it,promise will be there...they know that i don't like to go other places other than this...i can't stand those clouded places,everyone pull and pushing each others,i know i will have a difficult on those situation...i rather stay on the cyber cafe...click click on the monitor...gaming with my friend or even just myself with LAN gaming players...

i reach there around 11 o'clock....and it full,my friends arrive early then me...so they get a pc for their own...but there only one more pc around my friend...i get it for my girlfriend,so that she won't need to standing and wait...and i wait till around 30 minutes before countdown started...a few person they go and pay...head to club house,and join their friend for countdown event,so that how i get pc for my own and just right behind my friends,but the problem is,they come back right after the countdown finish,but what the meaning of this ?go there''5.4.3.2.1,wuhu~Happy New Year~'' and then head back to the place before...can you get the picture? xD

and before this...something happened...not that good for this kind of big day...but nevermind...i will post it when one day i learned to ''let it be''...so sorry i not sharing this for now...but be patient,one day,there will be one day i'll share this to you...haha =P

today was a day that totally tire...after non stop of gaming since few month ago...until today...finish work and rush to cyber cafe...as i have made a promise to them day before this...i never though that it will be tire like this...but nevermind...because i have get use to the day that not enough sleep...normally i sleep for 5~6 hours a day...sometime 4~5 if i get back home too ''early'' =P...eventhought i'm tire...but still i have to made up to my promise...so i end up back home in a half dead condition...i'm not blame anyone or anything...just i miscalculate,haha...

but i think i will have a better way to countdown my new year or maybe others event/day...
Best Wishes For You All On The Incoming Year~
bye then,have a nice day =P

Hello Christmas...

2008-12-24T23:56:00.006+08:00

3 more minutes gonna be Christmas,but i'm still sitting infront of the monitor,posting...all my friends is celebrating,waiting countdown...but to me...Christmas is still same to me like ordinary day...but still i not complain any,just my friends won't ask me out for clubbing or such thing like this...maybe its because when i started to join them in a quite dumb look,short hair not over ear...and even skip school still bring along a big beg full of book...can you get the picture ?just one word,dumb...so until now,lot of my friends still treat me the same,but just a bit slightly changed...

but it doesn't matter how they treat me...but those life maybe is not my kind,if you asked me to stay overnight for gaming,there a chance i say yes(i think its over 70% is yes if tomorrow have nothing to do),if you asked me out to clubbing(i think its less than 30% I'll say yes) that me...

but maybe few year later my Christmas wi ll me lot more interesting,i think atleast more then just gaming and countdown infront of the monitor =P,if your reading this post...try ask me out on next year,making new friends =)

but still...wish you a merry Christmas...no present,pure wish...lol
bye then,have a nice day =P

Stucked...

2008-12-23T15:53:00.006+08:00

another day of wondering...i'm almost a living dead after a few week of gaming spree...my sleep time left only4~5 hours after my work and gaming...i think i have reach to the maximum...i feel tire because of some failure time management...there is too many of my plan is on hold because limited of time...and its the end of semester break...my new partner has to continue their study,its me again,who worked alone...partners come and goes,searching for someone to replace me...so that i can ran away...learn new things,meet new people and face different challenge...

i'm not complaining,life should be like this...i'm just a newbie intraining,not to proud,not to act mature...just someone who lose without guidance in a while...some comment theory is always on my mind...but ''thinking'' ''planing'' and ''act'' is different in realistic ,i'm lazy guy...challenge,we should have solve the problem,improve ourselves...i know that,but went its really happen...its different story,if the same problem showed...its not a challenge anymore...if failure,missed another chances...the more we solve,the problems will not be the same anymore...its become part of your life...i know that,but i did trying to escape sometimes...when will i overcome this weakness,''lazy''?...i think my life will change when one day i overcome this...

anyone who good in time managing ?i hope that i need no machine to help me on that...anyone?
leave your comment,i be glad to be your friend...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Rod + Fishing line...

2008-12-11T11:38:00.022+08:00

a day of wondering again...what on my mind was my another favorite thing to do except playing games,fishing...but for now,i can't go anywhere for this yet...what i be able to do is just fresh back my old memory when i was still kid...normally i follow my dad out to fishing,and that the only thing i can do and i like to do so...would you ran into some jungle,riverbank,or freshwater lake,sit there whole day and the spider,ants or some insect you don't even know its name is surrounding you?i would...what i know i was a kid who can't wait until Sunday,and follow my dad out for breakfast with family and went back home take all the equipment and get on the car...and still have to wait for an hours until we arrive to the suitable place for fishing...

i wasn't that active kid at home...not much talking with family members,so fishing was the last thing i get connected with my dad...i won't care if what place is that,sometimes we pass by a place weird smell,sometimes mud place..the environment won't be any distraction to me...what on my mind is only the catch of that day...what i remember is,i always get scolded by my dad because of too excited,i can sit and wait right under the sun without hat or any sun block,even raining,try get as close as i can to the water,so that i can get a good cast...make my pants dirty,sun burn after the fishing day,sick or flu....haha...miss that kind of day...you won't believe that i am a fisherman right now if you see me...the different between a person who like sun shower and a person who won't get him/herself exploit under the sun...

many of you would be curious...how fun could it be ?are you mad ? go under the sun whole day ? nothing else to do other then this ? worm ? yucks....omg,you go to that dirty place?all these i heard all this years, haha...i think you all will be understand when you try the fight with the fish,if a normal size you won't understand...if a extraordinary one?even once...you won't forget the feeling...that what keep me thinking of it all this year,from small boy until i work...

Alfred C. Glassell Jr, petroleum industry pioneer,philanthropist, world-class fisherman and member of the IGFA Board of Trustees, died October 29, 2008 after an extended illness. He was 95.
August 4, 1953 Alfred Glassell’s landed 1,560 pound black marlin is the IGFA All-Tackle record for the species, and it remains the ultimate measure of the sport for every serious marlin fisherman

can you imagine that a man stand with his barefoot and landed a huge fish almost eight times weight of himself ?with just a single fishing rod,i should remain you that a living fish the black marlin,the fish that everyone know its swim the most fast in the sea,when the fish rush it won't be simply 1560 pound that simple...

there i a have a dream,go around the world...have a fishing trip,i don't know rather its can come true or not...but its in my mind right now,i'm working hard for that...if you a fisherman that reading this blog,mind to share some of your experience or picture ? =P i be glad to see that...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Under Construction...

2008-12-04T19:25:00.013+08:00

since that my office desktop having some problem,so that i can't do anything...simply click on the internet,reading blogs,watch posting...after watched some video posting,there a lot person they posting their self recording bout their talent,guitar and some photography...i could have suddenly stunt and stare at the monitor by the pictures...what happened ?actually the true is not being inspired by them...but disappointed by myself,after this few year since secondary school,i started to know more bout ''Life''...life should be colorful,everyday faced different challenge...but my life seems to be really ''Blank'',empty...

there something on my mind,like wanted to do something...i think i mean bout my own career...maybe something big,special or we call that achievement...i need no any extra cabinet for my trophies or any award,there no achievement or not much special for me to think of,empty on the past...but when i realize i trapped inside my working life already...a full time working life...i thought to change my life,i thought to colored up every pieces of my own ''life puzzle''...even just thinking of changes already need lot of effort...do not speak of plan...i could have faint when i thinking of my installment without income...but actually its not that hard as i say,haha...=P i think i could have made it if i get a good time management...but still,have to wait for next year before i could have followed what i have plan...Zzz,suffering by the time...wish i could find something,anything to do so that i won't wasted the time i waiting for next year...

which that someone drop by and give me some suggestion...can you?
feel free to drop me any comment...^^
bye then,have a nice day =P

Scorpions - Under The Same Sun

2008-12-04T12:52:00.020+08:00

Close your eye and listen...

I saw the morning
It was shattered by a gun
Heard a scream, saw him fall, no one cried
I saw a mother
She was praying for her son
Bring him back, let him live, don't let him die

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we get it right

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

I saw the evening
Fading shadows one by one
We watch the lamb, lay down to the sacrifice
I saw the children
The children of the sun
How they wept, how they bled, how they died

Do you ever ask yourself
Is there a Heaven in the sky
Why can't we stop the fight

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one

Sometimes I think I'm going mad
We're loosing all we had and no one seems to care
But in my heart it doesn't change
We've got to rearrange and bring our world some love

And does it really matter
If there's a heaven up above
We sure could use some love

'cause we all live under the same sun
We all walk under the same moon
Then why, why can't we live as one
'cause we all live under the same sky
We all look up at the same stars
Then why, tell me why can't we live as one.
bye then,have a nice day =P

Day Off Part 3

2008-11-27T14:54:00.008+08:00

5/11/08(Wednesday)since that my family have back to ipoh,so that i continue with my plan...actually there no any plans...i just simply pickup thing and off for a holiday...just hope to escape from my working life...my 2nd sister who have the responsible of taking care off me,since that she is the only one of my family members who did not going back ipoh...wake me up,buy breakfast,and get a railway map...she thought i will get lost in the middle of kl...

after the breakfast(i think so,because its already afternoon)my 2nd sister is rushing to work,so she sent me to the LRT station before she going to work...after thousand times of remaining,my sister have success inserting the map into my brain...from cempaka to hang tuah...and i walked to the first destination,lawyat shopping complex...this shopping mall were almost complete with electronic tools,handphone,notebook,printer,computer spare part...i start from the top,and started my journey...windows shopping,haha xP...because i not a wealthy man...but then,the funniest thing is,when i checked my wallet...left less then rm300 in it...oh gosh,luckily my sister show me the way to the ATM in message,if not i'm gonna be windows shopping for the whole day,phew...but i did not buy many things anyway...i have to thanks my psp in the whole journey...its really provide me a better environment to shopping alone...its battery really last much more longer when being a music player than a video gameplay tools...i walked from top to bottom,every floor,every corner...even some place,walked repeatedly...at lawyat,i buy a handsfree for my psp,notebook fan for my girlfriends,pendrive,card reader...i think thats all,lol...

and the next destination,sungai wang...since its close,within 500 meters of distance between both shopping complex...its same,i go to the top floor,and start to walked,headed to the bottom...slowly,checked everything...all the shop,find some equipment for my psp,pants...that all i have buy,i'm not a good shopper,but the feel that buy things follow your own opinion is not same,and without time schedule,i walk till whenever i like...its really feel of ''empty''...mean its ain't limitation on time,places and 2nd or 3rd person issue...all by myself...and i have a tiepanyaki launch on sungai wang,(i think most of the people will know which place i mean)...i think i done my shopping around 6 or 7 o'clock...and totally above 10 thousand stabs i have walked...and its end of my this shopping journey...my leg is almost out of control,at that time...i walked back to the LRT...wait,and have a rest on the train...and again walked back my sister house...its really tire on physically...you know why i say its physically ?because i have a second part for today...when i reach home...my sister boyfriend have finished work around that time...i wait at home for while and he reach,and take me out for a dinner...at a mamak,a nasi lemak ayam...and i asked him to send me to wangsa maju,where few of my friends live there...

one working at kl who live there,and the others was student...and we when out to meet,drink,chit chat and gaming haha xP...firstly when i reach,the others hasn't home...so the working one,sam come to take back to his apartment...have a chat bout his life there,his housemate,and show me bout his guitarist skill...me and him were very close,we called it ''brother''...we share everything...i mean experiences...normally i do the listen,and he do the talk...after a while...my friends have reach home,called us out...so we stoped at there...went out and meet with our friends,have a drink...we go to the nearby mamak...sit down chit chat,and they taking their dinner,the place was full with teenagers,most of them is student(i think so)...around 30~45 minutes,we finish eat,chat....and we head to the nearest cybercafe,V2...this is the place where they always gaming...this place kind of nice,its have two mouse per pc,professional isn't it ?xP...
one is normal mouse,and one more is gaming mouse smooth and faster,and have the back,forward button on it,and every pc have a pair of altec lansing speaker with a subwoofer...so far i have going to many cybercafe(maybe not all)...haven't see one that using this kind of quality features...really enjoyed the time that gaming under such features...but times pass fast,because normally one game cost around one hour...after few game,its already time to back home...and i stay overnight at sam's place...when reach his home...we started our topic again...we could have non stop chatting until both of us fall asleep...and that i called a day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

Day Off Part 2

2008-11-17T21:03:00.011+08:00

4/11/2008(Tuesday),the second day since i arrived kl...me and my parent stay at my sister house,they seems like lot of plan...they awake at first and going out for breakfast,but they fail to wake me up by trying call me with phone...i successfully ignore all the phone call and get a big well sleep at last...until they come back and been forced to wake up...an innocent guy have to leave his bed,what a disaster....by the time i done,already 12 o'clock,and with the ultra speed of K.L traffic,we reach at sunway pyramid by around 1 o'clock...Zzz...actually i already hungry after i awake until i reach there....

Then my sister bring us to a restaurant name Long De Chuan Ren(龙的传人) at there we ordered a shanghai famous food,named siu long pao(小笼包)and others one...but did not take any pictures...so can't show you all...and then we walk around the shopping mall trying to get a new formal wears for my dad on my 2nd sister wedding party(my dad can't wait for it)...this was not my day...i just went out with my family,and have a walk...accompany my parent looking for their new shirt and giving some opinion...

when we finish shopping the time around 5 o'clock if no wrong...we heading back home and have a bath,and prepare for our main mission that we coming kl,?Family Photo Shooting...we did not eat any dinner and meet up with my 2nd sister,she already snapping for whole day did not eat any...when we reach there i saw my 2nd sister and her future husband on a wedding dress and makeup totally different from before...and we all prepare and change our wears,all changed into a formal looks after change...wait my 2nd sister finish before us,and start to snap our Family Photo...we never capture picture like this before...haha...maybe you could try sometimes,its fun...i will upload the photo and share those picture when i get it...

when we finish,we head back...and rush for our dinner...before my 2nd sister fainted(she just drink for whole day,to prevent void her makeup haha...)we have a Bak Kut Teh(肉骨茶）for dinner and i have a extra porridge...to satisfy my great appetite...my parent,big sister and my elder brother went back ipoh after this,so in no delay...we went back and only me left at kl with my 2nd sister and her future husband...that all for this day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

(to be continue...)

Day Off Part 1

2008-11-07T02:13:00.014+08:00

by the time i writing this blog...i was playing game in a cybercafe located at section 2,named wangsa maju V2...i having my last day on kl today...but now is 2 o'clock in the morning...i playing game with 4 of my friends,while we having a break because waiting for player to join our game...and everybody was doing their own thing...i staring at the screen and reading someone else blog...i thinking of adding something for my own...because i only have 5 post so far...

thing that happen on this trip not much...but i decide to going without anyone accompany...i was just trying to escape from my prisoner life and experience some adventure on my own =P...this was the first time i raid LRT on my own...i travel between the buildings and walked the whole shopping complex on my own...and buying cloth without and opinion from the person beside me...

3/11/2008(Monday)this day 1 was rushing to catch up with the 6.30 p.m.bus to kl...this day i work alone,cause i going to have a one week off...so i have to let my partner off day before me...my boss promise to let me back before 5.30 p.m. but he lated...forced me to drive back home madly...but when i made it back to my home already 6 o'clock...lucky i have already finish packed my beg...so i just need to call the taxi and go bath...when finish bath,perfect...the taxi reach,my calculate was right!haha...but the most wrong thing i have done was...i lefted my 4gb memory card at my office!that mean no game on my psp this trip!with only 1gb memory card that filled with songs...but nvm...there is no necessary to play my psp game while i was traveling isn't it?but psp working even better with songs inside...because i could listen to music while i taking my nap inside the bus,i never expected my psp could use like this,haha...

i eventually awake,i feeling the bus swing swing abit and bounce bounce like the roller coaster...and looking outside the windows...feel like a dream...because i never plan to have this trip...but then i was raiding on the bus going to kl...but sit on the bus for 2 and a half hour i think,when i reach kl by the time around 10.20 p.m. and my 2nd sister's boyfriend already waiting for me at the bus station for quite a time...and he pick me up and we heading to place named''老媽子''steamboat restaurant,taked us almost hour to get to the restaurant,as soon as we reach the restaurant...my parent,two sisters my brother and my elder sister's boyfriend already there waiting for us to having our steamboat supper...but i forget to take picture,so don't have anything to upload for this steamboat restaurant,sorry...as soon as we finished,head back to my sister home...we gonna stay over at my sister home,located at cempaka...we back home with two cars,my parent back first and i followed my elder sister car...she going back to her working place to meet a little boy patient who gonna leave their hospital and head back to their hometown...so i accompany her to meet the patient...and back to their home,and have a good rest after that...what a rushing day...
bye then,have a nice day =P

(to be continue...)

Story of Bob

2008-11-04T01:31:00.015+08:00

2/11/2008(Tuesday) was my buddy,Bob's wedding...i was excited to receive wedding invitation under my own name...because at my age,there should be not much of my friend is getting married or something like celebration...this is the second time i been invited to a wedding ceremony...this time should be different bit,because Bob was my working partner...we started to work together 1 year ago...its not a long time...but at least we meet almost everyday...i go to the ceremony with my girlfriend,at the beginning of the ceremony...i feels like,damn it...i was thinking that we was like NIP ''Not Important Person''...sitting there and only can chat with the people at the same table...because we do not know the other except the person in the same table!he only come to our table for once at the whole ceremony,and forced me to drink whiskey,yaiks...like get invited because of the ''procedure'',because we work together that all! but at the end of the ceremony,unexpectedly Bob come to our table in a half faint conditions after drink with all the guest on the ceremony...he come and shout''Bryan!Come...you come!''i was shocked...thought he gonna catch me and forced me to drink those whiskey again...but he didn't....he come and give me big hug...and say''Thanks for coming bro''the words let me feels that i am not NIP...i was a buddy to him...really grad to heard that...i am sure he is on the list when i get married...Be waiting,Bob!Best Wished for you and your wife...
there the story today,a Love Story...

bye then,have a nice day =P

New Arrival!

2008-10-28T11:53:00.025+08:00

16th 0ctober 2008,Sony PlayStation have release their new product...the new psp,PSP3000...even thought its have the same width,depth, height,weight and even similar battery...but there a few features have been added in to the new psp3000...

As you can see from the picture above,grabbed from Gaming Bits =P...they changed its design a little...its look more rounded,and a slight recess in the middle of the button,picture 1 from the leftand the L1 R1 button have slightly higher then the psp2000,that let you easier to press and feel more comfortable...and the UMD cover at the back of the psp3000 have a bit change from the decorate design...the ring get slimmer,its dose not have any function...but on my thought...its good,because the ring of my psp2000 is too big to get scratched,sad....

For me,i have a psp2000...there always a problem when i playing under sun light while waiting at outdoor...its hard to see the screen,its dark...for the new psp3000 they have already improved to an antireflective screen, which enables users to see the screen more clearly in well-lit places, even when used outdoors, the screen improvements don't stop at the antireflective screen. Sony has apparently also doubled the response time, improved the contrast ratio, and bumped up the color gamut.

the changes from the screen to design may considered as upgrade...but here really an add on for psp3000,they added a microphone for psp3000...its a great new for those who using skype on psp2000 or psp1000...i read it from the forum,there some ''pspers'' bought this new product already say that its can pick up the voice very clear with no necessary to put near,sound great =P...and its has a better cable connection this time...because the psp3000 can connect with your pc even if you were playing game...and you can now enjoy your game on a regular TV using a composite cable,its let you to enjoy your gameplay if you are around home,or share thing with your friends =P,anything else just as before...as you could see from above...there maybe some problem occur on the new psp3000...it show scanlines on sudden scenes...there some explanations here. i think that is no need to upgrade to psp3000 if you aleardy owned one,if not you can get a hand on it now =P...bye then,have a nice day =P

Scorpions - Wind of Change

2008-10-15T10:57:00.018+08:00

does this familiar to you?

I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change

The world is closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close, like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I folow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

The wind of change
Blows straight into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring the freedom bell
For peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say

Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change

bye then,have a nice day =P

Learning..

2008-10-14T11:11:00.011+08:00

After my yesterday post...i struggle again,with my english should i continue build up my blog ?will there a single click on my blog a day ?should i read a few novel or read lot more blog before i wanted to start my own blog ?or just started it and being myself ?and the real problem i facing now...with the primary standard english and the life like a prisoner,i have no idea how to continue my blog...

Still when you finish read the paragraph above...you will now having trouble,how could a person like this dare to build their own blog or maybe you will see an inactive blogger,that only post something every few month or something...but thought...you reading if now lol =P

I have no idea where this picture come from i receive this picture from a friend of mine in a mail,but thought its kind bit meaning to me...its describe the emotions of the human,just one step aside...bye then,have a nice day =P

Simple StartUp

2008-10-13T17:18:00.001+08:00

Just finish struggle bout what should i type on my first posting,and the truth is giving up...mean don't want to make thing special,because i'm yet still an ordinary people who live in the small city and trying hard to get a better life for myself...

After finish reading my friend's blog...thought to start up a blog for my own,maybe my life could be bored...but i think there maybe some thing i could post to be share,and maybe there some side effect like improve my english or something lol...and there you go,the 1st posting...the blog is still under construct...bye then,have a nice day =P